he is this kind of a person whom you just can't imagine could do such nice things and say nicest things both you would appreciate and then coming to realize what is essential. and then coming into conlusion that you haven't notice was just so simple as one two three.... i could say he is as too good to be my confidante but yes he is...
'tis he who usually end up the person i would call or text when im in deep trouble.
he is this also very moraly upright but still waves to some excuses since everything is clean fun and not or even a single thing was taken for granted, with much of presence of mind and very thought of how to manage the idea of mingle and getting to know and knows very well his personal space. and he doesn't mind me just standing there inorder to compose myself in time of my disillusionment over life's idiosyncrasies. he is always there ready to pack things up for me when i feel sooo very deep and way down low... in the midst of trouble not physicaly but more so of emotional... so the feeling is mutual. i would even imagine him (usually kasi he settle things to talk to me on the phone even like after three days or a week of hardship and heart smacking tears i have already shed,, though it still feel hurts and then he would call since i cannot push my time becuz he is busy also,,, but i love it when i just text back and i know he just read all my text messages and then if things are not being very well understood and kinda he may have seen it perhaps that its getting heavier.. he'd call) so he would call and helps me settle it talk to me on the phone ( ten piso per call realy helps! thanks for the time and the ten piso bert! i know its more than the ten piso you bank on me! hehehe)and would even feel the way i am shedding my tears my cracking of voice and helps me to slow down, by the idea of shusshing me ( i can even picture things out like when im talking to him, its like im sitting there and he could transform himself to my counselor and not a friend who empathize, though i know he does, but he always sees that i will get a balance and fair views over the idea and help me manage things, and yes at the end of it all he still ends up my bestie whom i can count on.... anytime of the day... just be patient in waiting though becuz if he is still soo asleep he will.
and when he is not my confidante and we would just talk naturally as friends and we would take the issue of morality and some attitudes and self ... he is this very moraly upright ( taken from the text of LA and voice of SSHF ) he makes sure that everything are just properly inorder and that always feels at heart, though i notice lately he learned the art of SSHF -- bahala na da ah! thats how SSHF would always say when in the middle of crisis, just like let's cross the bridge when we get there... so next is SSHF-- but hey mind you RBA has this attitude of hitting the wound kinda twice sometimes... ( is this the right words im putting in?) ahh figure it out when you meet him ah... but hey he is soo damn good! one of the best person i encountered in my years of existence. that's RBA..... he could shyly smile when he knows that he can't be with me in presence when im in town, he can sweat a lot over a succeeding masses of the day.. or how hectics his day would be, but still end up fulfilled over the day, or how he gets confused over his laptop, or how he would be acting in such situation of like in between got nothing to do... he blushes and that he really appreciate the so called ups and downs that lets us all transforms sometimes into a very not so ordinary person at all.. or not the same person we ought to be... and he would be there to cling to our string and would remind that we need to stay put and settle things as early as possible... my minds getting much more of RBA but i need to start with SSHdaF and LGA ... description!
