Harold

1. what is your reaction about erap’s executive clemency?
2. do you approve of same sex marriage? Why?
3. what is your stand about the use of contracptives?
4. what is global warming? What can you do about it?
5. does our economy doing good? How’d you say so?
6. as a student, what can you do to help our government in promoting tourism?
7. what can you say aboiut abortion being legalized here in the philippines?
8. what can you do to help and promote nature conservation?
9. tell me about ZTE scandal, and what is your reaction.

1. do you think being “interno” here in SPX could help your personality?
2. how can SPX be of help to your personal growth?
3. how do you see yourself in 10 years?
4. how do you practice your faith?
5. what does love means to you?
6. how do you define peace?
7. how can you be an instrument of love and peace?
8. what is your favorite daily prayer? Why?
9. how can you be a model SPX student?

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ang baby kag ang mga kaparian

this i have noticed when i arrived at the parish of the Our Lady of Mt. Carmel, to attend my friend's ordination to deacon LGA, so like i had the nerve of all nerve in staying high in my spirit to be there after the event as i know it really meant to him (call this a hallucination, becuz sometimes i am delusional har har har) but then i have to bleed my brain as my nose has been running out of blood to bleed... hmpf! so ilonggo dialect(my dialect) shall be used. for the purpose of being me.

tatlo ka oras, tindog lang ko, may mga yuhum ako sa akun nga guya, kag kadamu lang sang mga bagay-bagay kag hitabo ang ara sa akon nga ulo gatulobo, gin teksan ko si HF hambal ko sa iya kaguapo sa imo. kag na notis ko si RA nga kasabad sa iya sa ibabaw, tapos nagpangamuyo ako sa Dios natun nga ubayan guid sila permi sa ila nga panglakaton kag sa tanan nga ila nga paga atubangon, sila imo guid Ginoo ubayan, sa tanan nila nga desisyun kag sa ila mga aksyon ila guid sila paga habulan sg aton nga Iloy, Berhin Maria sang iya gabana-ag nga manto!

kay man pwerte ko guid sila ka palangga anu pa kun kaisa gina panumdum ko kung asta bla asan-o ining amun pag abyanay?... wala ako gapanumdum sg malain ukon sg kung anu man dira nga makaguba sang amun relasyun ah.. gusto ko lang mahibaluan, pero kay basi ga lingin ulo mo kung ngaa... despwes indi na pag padyuna.... ang pagbasa.

ay abaw pagkatapos sg pila ka semana nga obra ko sini nga blag! (as in kablag!) subong ko alng natapos.. man ngaa... kay kung diin pa ako nag libod libod... (oh di bla...capiz na yah!!!)

pero ibalik ko sa mga abyan ko ang estorya anay(sa dasun lang nga blag ang estorya parte sa libod ko sa capiz pkadto sa aklan asta boracay)
man sila ni nga duha guid una mo si RBA kag si HdAF te kilala ko na ni sila sg sila pa alng seminarista, ugaling kay gin buyo kami sg iban nga seminarista bla so medyo di kami close.. tapos ining si HdAF baw man kalouy lang ni sya libak sa akun sg una kay grabihun ni siya mag pulu pindot sg pyano, kag ang iya bla nga pagkanta may mga damil guid ya... so medyo da best guid sya.. idol ko siya dayun... tapos mahilig ini siya sa mga bag kag mga kyut ah.. kag daw ka perpek guid iya. hai. si RBA naman ya mahipos alng ni sya tapos ma utoy utoy kadlaw tapos always do what is right ini ang iya motto kag dapat happy guid ikaw.. hai... odbla... basta manami guid isla ya nga daw gin aswang ako nila anu pa kung gina abot gani ako sg kitikiti ko hai sa roxas ako gakapadpad... tapos nakilala ko ining si LGA... baw masadya man ni siya kay seminarista pa siya yah baw basta sila ya nga mga abyan matawag ko guid iya nga maga unong guid sa imo ... kag daku guid ya ang nabulig nila sa akon nga pagkatawo.

kag amu ini nga kun ngaa grabi guid ya ang akon nga pagpalangga sa ila... kag nahibaluan man ninyo nga kun ngaa... hihihihi...

kag ang akun lang kasubo kag kalipay nga gasalamo kung magsimba ako kag sila ara sa tanan sa altar. kabuangan korek naman si robert... miss ko namn sila.....

she is Mariel

advisory--- one of my so clear dreams... and mere product of my brain... to do the twist in my blog...of 112 posts... so this will be like a tribute to a Halloween spree!

named is Mariel
250.00 the price of mariel.
mariel was picked up.
mariel went to a nearby inn.
mariel was asked to dance.
mariel was asked to take off clothes.
mariel was asked to do everything.
mariel was asked to make something out of a human person.
mariel danced in front of 8 to 10 person, including the entitled one she dance.
mariel danced to the tune of "makes me wonder!"...
f--- wake up with a bloodshot eye... struggle to memorize... dang dang dang!... eeeehhhhhh!
mariel took off her panty... ooopsss.. i saw the works of her hair down under!
touching every inch of skin in her body that her hands can reach.... giving the look of like a slithering snake... bending over... and twisting her body... shaking her head... raising her arms...
and then she would stop in some time and nag about its not working... blah blah...
told her its your job... do it! do your job.. you are being paid to do it.
and then she goes dacing again...and then i felt a lump on my throat as i have degraded her.. arghh... even though she is s slut.. she still needs a little respect though... that job she chose is not a joke.. danicng there naked?.. no underwear on?.. and that like she is going to dance the night away and bang being hit back... holed! arghhhh... and then..
so she danced...in many movements like the one shown in one of the afternoon show on the other network.. not on my network!
tanginangbabae... shy to show her boobs but not her pubic hair that became public hair view!
so she danced.. trying to make her way to taking off boylets pants off...
yeah like she is playing... she took off boylet' shirt and here boylet again will wear it again... that goes on and on like three times... and then she was trying to make boylet hard...
i dunno if boylet did. but one thing i tell you.... putangina! i don't like the situation!...
mairel being touched down under by the other TI-boylet that maked me puked...
and yes boylet couldn't take the putahfuckingacts so he puked...
i too puked... the shitty thing is she was like just doing her job... what an odd job...
slut!... so goes on and on like an hour... and then she was being paid like 7hundred only.. arghh..
hell night she has... the clean fun idea that the others where telling us is not just so clean..
i know how clean fun works.... i am the master of that word! it was like unwashed undies.. and wear it again feeling.. yulk! or like not wasking your butt after disposing off the garbage inside your tummy out of your anus... pleght!shrkk!... yulk! yulk!!!
so like i have to shake me self to wake up! ( quips!)
a couple of booz.... a whole lotta snorking laughs!.. dancing all the way... and taking pictures...
that was a night a should call i was in Rue du Berne...
and that was mariel... perhaps seeking more of life's idiosyncrasies...
hopefully she never recognized who we are really...what really we do...
----> thats it for now... i have to be mindful.
ahh.. and now i have been like drawn by reading a series of paulo coelho's novel/books. self discovery and at the same time learning and understanding much of life's idiosyncrasies with all its unfathomable delusion of worldliness.. ... desires...

---> hay harold... i love you!!! (winks!) wahahaahah.......... this is so like real...

still

got this lyrics and song from over the hedge --- hammy the squirrel?... i gotta go we we we we...
and then i thought of i have to dedicate this song to my mum... as she is soo mad at me for now i think... so perhaps she could at least... (teary eyed...) i love you ...
Still (Reprise)

I must give the impression
that I have the answers for everything.
you were so disappointed
to see me unravel so easily.
It’s only change
only everything I know
even the things
that seem still are still changing.
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
mother misses her baby
but I only wanted to be me
she changed address and haircuts
and boyfriends and light bulbs it's easy
but it’s only change
only everything I know
even the things
that seem still are still changing
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
I stay focused on details
it keeps me from feeling the big things
but watch the microscope long enough
things that seem still are still changing
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
even the things that seem still are still changing
even the things that seem still are still
even the things that seem still are still changing
even the things that seem still are still changing
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da

fusion!

sari-saring katha ng aking isip

• was in a hurry as i hated the idea of getting in a situation where i dunno how to react or what to do...
• i never asked for your interrogation, i ask if you could do something about it. so i know you can't.. you fuckin' always can't.
• i told myself its unfair.. then it has to be sometimes... in that kind of issue.. it is.
• i could never be your woman. you could never be my man. but i know i can be me. and i can do much by being me. and that sufficed not having you around.
• you can never fill me - - my happiness does not depend on you. and so are yours.
• no one owns me but my father. and so my world revolves around my father. and my world revolves around for everyone.
• i may sometimes too glib... but then i know what the word limitations are.. and yes i know how to use them.... so please don't abuse me...
• i cannot call myself a diva for i know i am one. everyone is.
• erratic. i am sometimes. especially when caught in the middle of something i have to do and think fast!! - -
• proactive - - i am!
• bitch. i am.
• careless... i could be....
• astroed - - - always!

Talk to the mirror, oh, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table,
they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.

never looked better and you can't stand it?.... betcha don't!...
so put your pant on and get lost... forget not to button and zip up!
walk away....

in bed???

if this ain't true i dunno how am i gonna like it.. azzes!!!
jokers...
hay i miss harold , robert and lenj .. ey! thanks msgr. ben.. (quips!) am so touched being welcomed by the convent... hayyyy.. see you guys next week...
so here I am an arian... says that.....

ARIES - Irresistible,
Nice, Love, is one of a kind. Great listeners, Very Good in bed...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing.
VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

it feels like so me... so like i am sooo in love again... ---->astro!

ahhhhhyy.... segi go on with all the retreats in the world!... i love you guys..

astro thanks for being there always for me...

dot to dot.. mutah!

pati ba naman pintig ng puso ay pipigilan?...
san na kaya napupunta ang lahat ng mga sandaling
aking nakayanan na ikaw ay pagmadasdan lang?
ikaw ay akin, buong buo sa aking mga mata
pag aking pinagmamasdan.
ang iyong mga kamay
na di hamak ang aking kagustuhang'
iyo'y mayakap ni kahit minsan lamang..
mahirap, mahirap ang magmahal sa malayo na alam mo malapit sa iyo.
mahirap na tangapin na mayroon palang hangganan..
at sa pag gising
ang mga mumunting muta
na makukuha sa mata
ay dahil sa mumunting panaginip
na ika'y nasasaisip hangang sa pag idlip

di man alam ang lahat lahat na nangyari
eto alng masasabi ko...
palagi ka na lang sa isip ko
sa pagising ko
sa aking pagtanaw sa salamin
hanggang muta ka na nga lang ba?
na aking pinagtyatyagaan tuwing umaga?
hanggang sa paningin ka na nga lang ba?
na sa aking mga mata ikaw ay minsain naging akin...

kailan ba nawala ang muta sa aking mga mata>?

pati ba naman mata nasama.... wahahaha muta ka pla?

huggies

i got envious

i envy your clothes that clings to your body... becuz i can't
i envy your hands that touches every part of your body
and i envy your pockets that comforts your tired and
weary hands to keep the warmth comfort..
i envy your mirror to which you spend some time just to see yourself if you look okey
i envy the cigarette that touches your lips
i envy your pillow and your blanket they get to sleep with you often

and then i realized i could never be those... also i can never be yours and you can never be mine

and so i end up alone. tragic?. no.. coincedence?..no. faith?.. perhaps... life... its hits you smack!
still im kep on dreaming of my astro... i still can't gt over him. due to the fact that i don't want to let go of him, so that answer the question... yes i am so into him. but then limitations are there to be a limit. hay naku astro... i loove you! oyst! see you sooon!!!! can't wait to get me arms to hugs you!

communication

com·mu·ni·ca·tion [kə myni káysh'n]

(plural com·mu·ni·ca·tions)

noun

exchange of information: the exchange of information between people, e.g. by means of speaking, writing, or using a common system of signs or behavior

Microsoft® Encarta® 2007. © 1993-2006 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

letter, telegrams, telephones, cellphones,texts, emails, chat, sms, video chat/conferencing---> what are these for if we cannot reach out to others and communicate well? what is really in between?

why is it hard for us to communicate.... this erases the value of having such high tech gadgets and still we cannot communicate well are we just being indifferent?

or we are just too occupied by our own selfishness?..

>>>>i have to re think and re evaluate thoughts about these as it bothers me too.... (quips!)

i love you astro!!! i misses you much! (winks!)

splitz... splatzs... rants over rats...

there goes my brain... as it again fizzles with how one describes the other...
and how i love looking at the one on how the one describes the other one...
rants.... deep within...
chemically corrupted hair airhead bitch spinner bald perhaps primadona nga lintian nga ambot
i wanna blow up her airness typical s. hag gold and glitters bangles, anklets, necklaces, earrings & rings... all with s.. are you selling those? fashion no..no..no..no! she doesn't have pearls she doesn't have diamonds thought she was air majesty? its freakin' me out! idiot.... moron.... makapangkulam nga nami sya guramuson chaka pa iya hayu malangsa... kilikili malangsa
angsud? WTF! TIMGK! angsudon? what happen to queen latifah? she's goin down! together with the hitad! the story is like a virus... she is indeed a walking R. Florete....

and then i should take the call...

its not wealth I'm after but the person on how he goes about life and what entails to the latter.. i don't need such wealth in order for me to gain praises of others.... too shallow...
i am being loved becuz i know i am lovable... if your thinking the other way then its not my problem.. i have friends who are there when i'm down in the manhole and out.. not becuz i have wealth to give them but becuz they are there just becuz..
there are no reasons in loving..

end! nuf! i said!

i miss my astro so much!!. i love you!

"Spider Pig, Spider Pig
Does whatever a Spider Pig Does
Can he swing, from a web,
No he can’t, he’s a pig
Look out, he is a Spider Pig! "

this si sooo cool.... from the simpsons...

check it out... its like ,....... its my song....

spider pig! spider pig...

i saw you

not far but in a distant
and yes i thought of you were at my back
and then its like i saw you outside
or maybe i was just dreaming
or maybe i was just too overwhelmed of your existence

yes i think i saw you...
i was on the other side and you were on the other side
was looking for some nice to read during lazy days
you we're reading.. perhaps trying to finish the book...
and then ... swoon....

im taking pains.... i got depressed with the idea of
NOT HAVING THE BOOK I WANTED TO HAVE...
ITS NOT FREAKIN' AVAILABLE..

bisan pa kita ko si chuba choo choo
it di not made me feel good...
i envy him like he finsihed the book kaya???

i dunno only jason mraz knows...

i love still my astro....

the song... the sleep

yey! check this out the song.. the someone i can't have lyrics done by me and music sheets are from harold.. ezes!

here is like soo sleepy time too tired to wake up like in mid day.. too exhausted
thinkin' of my astro -- taking me away.. far away... still he is like someone i can't have... hehehehe... love 'em much!