I dream of rain
I dream of gardens in the desert sand
I wake in pain
I dream of love as time runs through my hand --- lyrics from sting's desert rose...
im inlove and always will be...
i have this very unique circle of friends...
single for life women, married women, priests, deacons, seminarians, nuns, monks, deaf mute, alta social people, caregivers, gays, lesbians, single mothers, thier age varies from 8 years old up to 60 somethings.... its no difference after all.... only on how they view perspectives in life... how they cope with complexities of living... of how they love, of how they fall out of love, of how they manage to build strength for thier younglings' future... how they react to things of such human beings done that affects their beings.... of what matters to them..... of how it is dealt with much care and love and more of life's lessons after each unfolded chapter of their respective lives, of how God walks in and out of thier life... of how painful when death comes .... in their desperate time, in thier time of struggle towards life's joke.. i love sharing it with them... and i feel fulfilled with much awe and gratitude to know that i am part of it....
i never missed.... i never missed love..... i can pledge that there was never a time that i forgot the word love, the act fo love.... of how it manipulates my inner soul..... of how it cradles my being my existence..... ahhh love makes something out of me..... all beczuse i know that God realy exist.... fascinating feeling i have for these past few weeks.... i never felt any baggage of anger... i just let things happen as they are and accept them of what they become, what matters to me is that i know that i fully love.... and that knowing God's time is the perfect time.... that His purpose and plan are much far way much better than my plan.... everythings just falls into places for i know he is with me all the way!!! im in love always will be....
Ad majorem dei Gloriam!!! that in all things God may be Glorified.....
