kerplock!

so i read. yehey!!! another healer?.. hahaha.. gret great great.. i wonder whats next?.. surgeon?.. ay whatever.

you see i've had this quiet short and quick talk with hubby over just about anything that popped into my mind right after i stepped out of the bathroom, first.. the wonder of motherhood.. all the patience and perseverance, the humbling etc etc etc.. makes me teary.. and then all of a sudden another thought oh my i had a schoolmate then he was big and cute and cuddly i bet as usual those big and bold pipol, are indeed cuddly.. so he is now licensed md?.. thats so great.. im so proud of what he has been up to.. see i heard those past events that happened in his life.. hay segi alng its life.. and sometimes we get to learn from it very well. we just have to. but congrats to him. all is paid off.

anyway sideways.. im on the edge of my first trimester. feeling a bit bunty as in.
so this morning i attended mass, hubby got the car at the other side and then pick me up again to ahve lunch, but before he icked me up right after mass it took me only 30minutes to shop for justa short and a cute tops, so striped blue.. and then got us both a new nice and fluffy pillow, some mini chairs for the handmaids, hangers and some stuff,, i realize that all these years living alone at home, trying to manage and meeting both ends and upto the time i got me self married i have been doing some odd things... shopping for laundry clips, hangers, water tubs, place mats, laundry baskets, pillows and etc etc etc.. hmm i have been trained!.. i trained me self. harharharhar..

and so i continued buying some stuff in just 30minutes. and then toink! there goes my hubby, off we went to eat at erning's back then when i wa sin high school me and my friends would hurry up and eat our lunch here just eat talaba and sisi over hot rice and soft drinks.. oh well if we have extra we grab some lechon.. and now we just have our native lechon, talaba gulaman, some sorts.. yeah since i can only just a little since eating much makes me barf and a bit nauseated after and then the feeling of bloatedness is soo eww!. so there... was with my brother of course and then we went to oton to see my neice nad my other brother and then off we went to some are called junkshop where people meet to fire gun at each other.. hahah nahhh to have fun with airsfot and so iw a sthere... hayyyy... okey and then went to see the bike fest! haha.. so many people and the ehat is on.. so i neeed to tell them both 9 my bro and hubby) lets leave and then off we went o the new hobbie in town.. fish tanks and fishes in the tanks... hayyy... and so again i end up shakeys... i got me self hungry and then eat me shakeys pizze and then do some funny grocery... i get to selct the food and things to buy... harharhar... and so i get home raised me leg up while watching some odd news again over some slutty deal i must call.. and then off to take me bath and then i slept right after then i woke up and got nothin to do,,,, im hungry... and i ate nad then i did this blog, an again im hungry,... have to eat and then sleep. see yah around.
i miss TPL roxas so much... hope i can get there this week. night morning tight!... let mee see a new sunrise later to fight!... (winks! bliss bliss bliss )

2months na...

and yes im still in barfing modes... urks! erks!.. got the first ultrasound of my baby .. cool. speechless ako. so what has been the routine lately aside from frequent lavatory barf?.. hmmmm sleep. pee... and.. you know.. and then .... think think think what am i gonna eat?... nada! nada! so what we gonna do?... drink water... eat crackers.. sleep... wake up... barf.. yeah.. life's like that sometimes.
okey reading veronika makes me a little bit relax... hmmm cooking something i cannot eat.. basta i just love cooking.. hate the pills.
stay and waiting and then browse to some blogs entries.. and then read and get hold of other people's lives and learn something from it or some i can apply to my daily dallies..
pack things for another nights on the other side.. and then world becomes a little bit messed up when i am there... i do;t like the atmosphere as there are much of chaos every now and then and that it seems that attitude is winning. i cannot compromise my tiredness and just be awaken to some chaos of brother/sister quarrel and then will be added by husband after.. and then i feel uncomfortable. i hate that kind of situations .. i want a quiet and serene place. so i would opt to stay at home and let husband go home and i for three nights will wait for him here in my special place of which i called home for the past 28 years of my life. i miss feedback over multiply and to some other blogs i have. i miss the company so much. i miss the best trip im wanting to have. to go back to roxas. and trip to other cities.. mostly i miss much a hug from papa and rom bestfriends. a hug i cannot have from hubby., though hubby is great.. harharharh he is great. one great husband.. nahh comment no more na ah. im trying to compose a lyric out of this situation to ge tme brain off other things .. ut it seems that im kinda bobo for now. hahaha... so see yah later whenever... whatever...