its kinda abnormal... but its normal..

i have this thoughts --recurring thoughts over wanting to do a story a blog or wathever para ma extract lng xa sa brain ko... this has to be my checklist.!!... have to!
make a story about 1. my 5 brothers... about 2. each one of 'em...3. my lambkins husband 4. superfriends(though i have made some already gotta continue this...) 5. howay!!!Papa monsignor eh?... 6. my life ..from way back as far as i can rmember upto princess hours.... my journey with them... life with them... thoughts about them.. perhaps a prayer for them... a prayer for us all...
with God guiding us all...

delighted?... well i dunno... i am still thinking how am i gonna pull it through!!!...

ahhh shall start looking back before i step 30... life before 30!... yehey~!!!!!!

what's in the BAG --- and all the kikays in the earth

giddy yap!.. an early christmas for me?... nign!... hahah.. so i got to the place where i once worked... see the place is still the place.. ahihihi...
so here is the bag... bag pa lang patok na sa takilya... shiet ang cute ng paperbag!


so what is in the bag?....

stuffs for me of course... but damn i got a good price for this.. and so i call it best buy ever...best buy so there it is... the red and the blue shirts... aw!.... old navy... i bought it at elleganza and its online shopping... see.. online sya pero i get my stuffs at ECPH and very cheap that i won't even tell you since it might be like.. breaking the price of 'em girls... anyway.... with all those tags and the reality of reality that it is not bugus!.. all are in... check thier sites and malay mo you'll like it too... the way i like them...

they accept also those items not on their list, they'll check the availability...
you know why i like them much?... they get to fill their boxes so fast... and then i get my item fast too... of course there are some items that bought by my deary sister that gets to me (long time! and she makes sure that it does fits well still)... and i could not beleive i can fit into XS of ON.. wow!... but still it depends on the item... see if i took the XS of the pink one.. im pretty sure it won't fit me... love the material... heheh... so the box gets in the philippines faster..,... you see online shoppng does not deliver mostly to our country... hahah it gets lost at the customs!... harhahrh... or at the pier... gone madagascar!... harhahrahr...
and so the fits... sorry for a not so model like body but shiet!... it fit... and it looks good one me.. according to my neice.. or else that dslr camera will come whoosing down her face!,... hahah joke... she's lovely..and she won't do such to hurt my feelings... aw!., sweet... anyway .. a nice shoe?.. anyone?... question is do i need another shoe?... hahaha does this feet goes on barefoot?.... harhahra...hmmm undies?.. aha!... a nice dress... you know those flowing like a river... harhahrha... hmmm i still want some mascara and an eyeliner that would just make my day... and a nice hot bath and a nice foot reflex... aw!... hubby?... where's hubby?... ahahaha... a nice flip flops hmmm havis?... nope!!! will look for ipanema's again... or maybe dragon na lng... hahrahr... perhaps a nice... wow!.. everything that is nice... a skirt.. yes a skirt that is plain in color... one color only... aw!... whoot whooot!!!! have to go get my power nap!... chek the site.,.. elleganza!... speaks for elle elegant..........eh.....zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZ

i have been

past few days i have been like in front of the computer trying everything... and loving everything i do .. though a bit exhausting since i am a full time mother and a lightly asst to the store and a full housewife... its fun and im loving it...
and so i get to wake up everyday and have that song in my head " i breathe in the beauty of the morning as I awake to a day of blessings i gaze high upon the golden sun shining brightly, giving life to everyone" lyrics by JPC.. love it JPC.. hihihi.. anyway.. yes as i sing it inside my head or sometimes an alternate hum with "salamat guid" to princess during sleepy time.. it digs insid eme as to why.. becuz im so hopeful of life.. grateful for what my life turned out to be.. ever grateful for God to give me this life.. and that hopeful that everyday i will wake up to His ever flowing abundance of grace ( i call it usually providence!)
i was asked by JPC blah blah motherhood...
and i yes I with my head up high... answered.. it made me more so happy to live the life.. taking so much pleasure in little things.. appreciating everything that happens and always on a positive side of of the negative.. i look at life as ever wanting ultimate goal!.. that looking back i did everything and made everything possible to be on this level of life.. (deep?) my deeper sense of understanding of letting things be what they want to be... to live and let live.. to love and be lost and love again... that at the end of the day i know the Lord is always guiding me... this i have been thinking deeply its Christmas time.. why not we think much of what was our life been and be grateful ever to God for giving us life ... of I won't be this "BABY" this "MARIA THERESA" the "MOTHER" the "WIFE".. the "SISTER".. FRIEND... or just simply being "ME"... if not for HIM... Thank YOU so much... because of You, Lord.. I am ME..