stump.

Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
‘Cause they always start to cry

(this is stevei wonder's lately...)

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until here na lang di kaya ng powers ko...
sharing to the person i know who knows me really deep deep down in my heart...
im in confusion.

carrying my baby while having these thoughts runs in my head
...
yes welcome to married life
and into motherhood.

i think i have a better judgment now of my comparison
between married life and motherhood...

married life is fun but it does not apply daily.. still its between you both to decide.
normally it is being shared ... everything tasks, money, etc etc etc is shared.
but to my so called two year experience. i think it deserves to be said:not shared!

and anyways i do not expect or im not expecting some partners to share with the chores or whatevers...
or just plainly doing the idea of looking after the kiddos while the freakin' mother do the chores... or is doing something for the kidos or for the whole... but how come i get so freakin' irritated>?
bank that into a married life?... syet.

hold on hold on.... time passes and people change...

the dream

was it the mother of all dreams?...
perhaps perhaps,
its been long since i had one
beautifully made for my brain only...
i was with my shiny happy superfriends
well of course there is food and a majestic falls...
and then toink! i miss them totally
went back home only to find out that
yes as i said its going to be very very bad thing,
the idea of the freakin' aircon is so big effin deal!
if you can't so don't!
nobody is pushing you anyway
i told her im not going to since its going to be a so so big deal....
and i was right...
see the chaos?
everything to him is so so so big deal
i tell you my father wasn't like you
never you will be like my father
you are soo far away from my father
tak-an ko sa imo ah.. ikaw lng gapagamu sg kalibutan mo
the thing is so simple....
you you are the one who makes it complicated.
you and your freakin' curly tops
ahhh....
too much of mangosteen is no good!

my dream watch

for now yeah.. this is my dream watch... ahhhh... lookeyyy..... 

aint' she a beauty?

Product Description: Suunto Lumi Sport Watch (Women's) - Florette

Lumi is the first Suunto outdoor sports watch designed specifically for women. Sleekly designed with a smooth, streamlined finish, and packed with advanced Suunto Outdoor ABC (Altimeter, Barometer, Compass) technology - the Suunto Lumi is equally suited to an afternoon on the town as it is a weeklong expedition in the Himalayas. The Lumi is more than just a sleek timepiece - amongst its many valuable vocations the Lumi is a weather station, compass, travel companion, a day counter. But that's just the beginning. The Suunto Lumi is a feminine and functional wristop computer designed for active and adventurous women. Its unmatched versatility is the result of years of testing, research, user feedback from the field, and technological advancements made in the Suunto laboratory. Eye-catching Lumi Accessory Packs allow you to customize the look and feel of your Lumi with vivid wristbands as well as protective carabiner jackets that let you quickly clip your ABC wristop to your pack or purse. Or if you prefer, Suunto Lumi can even be worn as a pendant. At home, the office, out on the town, or on a weekend excursion in an exotic locale, the Suunto Lumi allows you to engage and predict changes in your environment in ways that no other watch can. You'll have weather forecasting technology right on your wristop with the Lumi's barometric functions, Weather Trend Indicator, and Storm Alarm. You'll have accurate altimeter information as well, an invaluable tool for climbing, skiing, and wilderness travel. By utilizing these functions and the Lumi's accurate digital Compass, you'll be better prepared for any kind of exploration - in a dense and unfamiliar city or along a silent back-country trail. The Suunto Lumi is a versatile, gorgeous watch that gives you consistently accurate environmental information, allowing you to plan your next move with total confidence. Suunto offers a wide range of ABC wristops, so what unique functions set the Suunto Lumi apart from the pack? Altimeter / Barometer - Automatic Mode switches between Alti/Baro depending on your movement level. Altimeter - Start from 0, measures difference. Logbook. Barometer. Storm Alarm. Weather Trend Indicator. Compass upgrade sights, locks, and guides along a set bearing. Watch Sunrise / Sunset times. Countdown clock. Day counter. Speaks 4 languages (English, French, Spanish, German).

bang!.. i got hit!

yelp.. took hold of my iPod both the shuffle and the video,
dang its already 12.18am, and im no way sleepy finished 6 mini bottles of yakult already,
again yelp! i got hit!... by my angel... again im swooned by the idea of singing... see its as if i left iPod video on the side for like ?? after i delivered my baby?... yes i think so since shuffle has been my handy dandy music... after my headphone got snatched...
and the reason of me wanting a sennheizer headphonem but i think ima not gonna get it.... i dunno i just have the feeling. sob!... what on the background music?... yes.. 1000 promises by backstreet boys and then will be followed by the gabing kulimlim by bituin esclante, shiet! effin her voice is soo i love it... followed by dear God yes southborder and so on and so forth... im music struck... ahhh i miss harold .. especially the time when we we're still jamming everytime i seek my solace at the seminary... huh!... counting the days.... so i got this list of what i want ...numbered though but in no particular order....
1. five new pairs of crocs sandals of diff designs(trailbreak, patra, capri, scutes & algarve!)
2. two colors of sennheizer headphones( neckband and the clip on!)
3. cell phone ( blackberry, LG black label series, samsung blackjack!)
4. game console (PSP2... Wii... ahhh that twister.. i like that!)
5. (this is hard! this should be number 1 - - ) a month in an island with my sister!
6. a baby alive for my baby princess with complete accesories!.. hahaha
7. a lovely home theater, with ziller videoke!.. hahaha
8. a diamond necklace matched with a diamond ring... harharha vanity!
9. a suunto lumi sportswatch (terra)
10. just one ceramic knife!
11. a fergie pepper sandal
12. im still thinking...
... let me sleep.... let me dream.... heeheheh........