DAVID FOSTER AND FRIENDS.....

usually i settle for yeah less,
and that could be like borrowing a friend's collection and grab it over and download it to my iPod.. but now?.. nohh.. with the man i know who is soo soo like god of all music hits.. he is the hit man yes...
DAVID FOSTER.... i bought his cd/dvd album.. ha.. not so me to spend that cash over .. i spend that cash normally over shoes and some things and restaurants.. now i want it real!.. hmm let me say this ORIGINAL hahah im a pirate too you know i admit.. but then it all ends on one corner of my house and trying to enjoy the regualr days of pulling one a dn trying to listen to each every note and yeah heart it. and so i have this YOU'RE THE INSPIRATION the music of DAVID FOSTER and FRIENDS.. and listening and watching to it is like im in the circle of that friends... my happiness with david started out when my friend harold shared me his music .. the water fountain.. and i fell inlove. and then i get to search for the internet for the album and well beg my sister or my mum to get me a copy, hello i live in the philippines and his music is like all in a soundtrack and he has albums that i don't know where to grab it.. haha.. luckily i got some good friends who shares the same what i call passion and yeah share music too... from the movie of oprah yeah the color purple, the st elmo's fire and many...
i was pregnant with princess and that water fountain music is my company together with andrea boccelli's when we beleive of which i cannot beleive that is david... i call it THAT IS DAVID...
from his line of artists that made music really a music is a wonder!... im falling in love with you david. falling inlove more with his music.
and just before i left home to open business and yeah its friday we are having our breakfast over the dvd concert of DAVID and friends, me and my baby princess yup she is sooo staring at the pc monitor while DAVID is playing.... and i saw her fingers tapping like doing a piano... ain't that sweet?... oh well i have to save now for that piano lesson plus cielo of which my hubby loves... ahhah but of course she has to choose ... i know princess loves music much since she stays still whenever she hears andrea, celtic women esp chloe and then yup funny micheal buble' sings.. and she do duet with me... hahah and so i heart david foster....

ang mga bagay-bagay nga naga gumon sa akun ulo.

ay grabe guid .. az in!
ang bana ko ara sa samar leyte subong, te kundi kmi lang ni princess, tas boring na kay permi lang kmi duha ni princess ma wait kay tatay nya arriving from work.. te subong i look forward of going home alone, te daw ka boring, i called hubby and told him that, ha now i have realized that our world evolved around each other's nga kung la gni ang isa daw we have to adjust, though i have thought about it weeks before that this week we'll be with princess alone since hubby is going to samar for the caving congress, may iban nga naga hambal nga tani hubby shoudl spend time with princess instead of goign somewhere, okey that's their opinion, i welcome that, but they do not know. huo gni they know nothing. iya na ya time for his self i give that to him, he needed that time off, bisan kita gni we asked for a time off man, in a diff style of course kay te lain lain man kita iya nga tinuga, hay te kung indi kmo ya ka intindi te la ko ya may mahino sina kay amun na ina ya na istryahan, kag wala man sya gapabaya sg iya obligasyun, so let him be. and as for me i love enduring things. he he he he .... kaya ko ni.. i alwasy tell myself that. and then i am bugged by the idea of some people nga they can afford to splash and splish and swish .. dayun la sial kablo nga ang ila nanay or tatay naga pinangabudlay, kag sila man lang na ang gina saligan or yeah well indi man guid abi salig no pero the thing is you ahve to look back for your parents as a sign of respect and of course i knw we know nga we cannot retrun what they ahve done for us.. its immesurable. i tell you. it is immesurable. i know that right after i got married, since before i got married i managed to understand fully well how my family works in order for me to understand and get it done and correct it if ever it lands on my turf, and also how my hubby's family works too at least my kodigo na ako sa life ... as to why this thing leads to this .. the reasons behind, or the what i call the behind the scenes that became the "it"... causes more troubles and etc, so back to family matters, as for me i cannot bare or even try to connect the iea of not looking after my mom, yeah we had some episodes we still have some episodes, but then let then have thier own idea if they won't heed you, like my mom we usually argue over respect of elders whatever the cost becuz they are elders, awecomeon its a very long process for em to think and assure myself that it will be fine, after the events and etc etc.. but NOH... im haunted or i mean my brain haunts it for like..."what the f)(U&* are you?";... yeah and then it runs like a last song syndrome, te kung older ka sa akun be it 15 years 20 years or 40 years or more... if you cannot even respect my decision or you keep on being a slob or a mr know it all or the ms im greater than yah, or what do you think of me stupid?.. well i think i ahve to back off and re thing and re evaluate the situation.. i did something that made you think that you are or what welll im sorry i think i have to take that back... becuz you are not!... i tell you salot ka alng sa banwa. you are not helping but you are putting everything down. this happens to me everytime i go downside. now that my mom is here with me, i talk to her and ask her.. look at that... see i told you, mom i can be a goody goody one but please don't step in if you know nothing of my principles. i know how to respect people, i can be plastic and i can be whatever i want to be as long as i am not stepping onto no one, im happy with my disposition in life that makes me more secure as far as i ahve known. i never dared use my family's name in vain or have caused pain to anyone, so far i have live life fullest nad have given great joy to my parents ... i have been a good aunt .. a daughter and now a mom and a wife... im no perfect i can say that sometimes at the end of my day i aked myself if all are worth it.. its not doubt its just a stepping on my ground trying to check reality as i have been living in fantasy inorder for me to live the life i want and yes i am having it. life is hard and very very unfair, but what can we do?... what can i do?... i want to live.. so i have to live... trying to be fair still. so go back to the thing of looking after parents.
i grew up with a very dysfuntional family. teleserye everynight and then abangan sa next night or afternoon pa alng. te sadya man wala man ko maano, but did you know that i made that my stepping stone in life?.. i laugh and i try to understand why .... still i know i will make a diff and correct the past... so i am correcting it. ponks!

SPH-OPD-Pedia

i forgot the names of the two fag.. i know the resident pedia she's ms. fernandez(ob cors dra.!)
went to my pedia saturday get me baby for check up becuz the whole night she has this 39.8 fever that did not calm down with that every 4hours paracetamol and then she threw up and that hubby was holding her and i get to give her a sponge bath trying to manage the temperature. we made it so the reason why the doctor visit is necessary, becuz im a mother, i have the feelings ... was advice by my pedia for CBC-platelet and yes i got the result in no time and the med-tech who pricked her was so careful, thanks ms. neline, according to my pedia my baby has viral echus... and it might be dengue, so i was adviced to water therapy my baby .. giving her pedialite to replinish the fluids, and on monday will be having dengue rapid test, aptt and protime test, okey....
sunday came and her fever is gone.. she again is back into her upsy upsy state but still with a funny feeling perhaps with her teething galore... but im sure that teething got nothin' to do wit virus right?... so texted my pedia and asked if we are going to have that dengue rapid test, aptt and protime.. and she said she needs to see my baby, so there we go and yep we have to get that tests done to rule out the dengue.. and so i tokk her to SPH for that test, before that my pedia told me that the resident docotr should perform the extraction becuz she is just 8months... and so i went to laboratory, explained to them that my pedia said it has to be resident doc, so they( the laboratory persons) told me to go to OPD pedia, off i went with my yaya bell;s and mother inlaw, she came with us. and so i went isinde that small entrance and asked the man about extraction for my baby, and he said " pwede ni kayang kayang, hu kay daku na iya veins... tornike bla kay e check ta.!" i asked " are youa resident doc?"
and he replied, indi mam, pero pwede ako sina ak perform"... i was thinking hanginon ka karun nga intern ka ah, but becuz i want to move with grace (accdg to my papa mons) so i told him nicely but bitchly.. my pedia said it has to be a resident doc, if i have to wait i will wait. still he hold out the tornike put it on to my baby, and checked the veins and the other stupid fag checked also the veins, so they are so happy that they know (fuck!) here comes doc fernandez and todl me "baby mo?" i said yes .. i think she is from hwa siong high school, i cannot recall pa but yea she is i think, so she told me, i cannot perform becuz i took salbutamol, and she'll be watching, as for me of course i know how salbutamol works becu i take that too to calm my heart hahah actually i shiver and rush hour with palpitate, and so i said okey...
baby was wrapped in a blanket,, while im trying to be strong for her, whle the intern takes the stage.. hearing my baby cry makes me feel like helpless with .. i know i am doing whats best for her, i know she will not be liking it but i need her and i have all the reasons... madugay pa nga tuslok tuslok... and then okey what a relief when she pulled the syringe, drain the blod with the tube with a liquid for it not to hemolyzed, and the otehr one for the other tests, comforted my crying helplessly baby, and then asked mother inlaw if she could take the sample at the laboratory...went home had lunch
went back to office, 4pm went to lab to pick up the result only to find out that the lab girl told me that the blood hemolyzed, i said how could that be?... i told the lab girl, "inday kahibalo ikaw nga ng bata ko walo pa lng kabulan?" (girl, do you know that my baby is just 8months?) and she is like "te mam gusto mo dal-un mo siay di subong kay dire na lng sya natun kuhaan, and i said ha?.. my pedia told me that it has to be a resident doc, if i cannot depend on your resident doc or intern, how much more here?... and before she utter words, i asked nicely i want a refund, i will bring my baby to other hospitals... good thing she let me have the refund.. or i shall call my lawyer... yes i know i can sue them' for not performing thier duty... what if my baby is in critical mode?.. and here those fags which they have to be ding their job right is soo such an assholed faggots!... furious i was, walked away and wanted to call sr. rosario, but i calmed down, and wanted to think of the goodness and the situation of my baby, went to doctor's and my baby got her tests there and yes the blood hemolyzes becuz it was the worng kind of blood, but how come the resident doc and those faggot interns did not knew it?... morons. and now im curisng the idea of gettin in SPH as a patient...
te anu na lang to abi kung nagdulom kalibutan ko and track them down and blah blagh blah.... i so hate them, if ever a frend will get admitted in that hospital will look for them and tell them right there in their faggot face!... fag! fag!... gdnight.