as i said i really need to do this.
the arguments over american dream are running in my head.
toxic questions beeps on my phone.
and i knew it was saturday, i forgot to turn it into silent mode.
so i check fb, one of the normal thing to do, of perhaps 80% of the people?
buzzed by ARBEEIM, so experia will search for you.
ahhh the rush of everyday these past few weeks.
american dream. the price you have to pay for american dream? how much would that be?
the question is are you willing to pay?
not sourgraping or whatever one may call, but mind you i have been told to see america, i have been told not to see america , and i have been told whats the reality of america, and i have been reading what is going on with america, fifteen years ago and currently. so the question is --- are you willing to pay the price for an american dream? my answer is--- it depends on what kind of american dream you are dreaming, it depends on your status in life, perhaps it will also depend on what your status will be on the land of the free (note FREE!!), and it depends on how are you sucking in the thoughts of the american dream, becuz if its a dream, well im sure its to die for? well for me its not to die for. its like WHY I CLIMB MOUNTAINS? ---> BECAUSE ITS THERE. so its just there. but im sure, it will still be America twenty years from now, where there will be winter wonderland of snow, still there will be singing of star spangled banners, 24 stars on the flag of thems, and yes, still the internet and magazines will be flooded of all the star and people of whos who in america .... and still there will be TNT's, people you think can afford but truly cannot(its just that they are in america! ha!ha!), there will be still be a number of persons who come to america to wipe other people's ass... but cannot wipe off them babies and family's ass ( blunt sorry!), amboy and amgirls, who are born and raised in america, but since education is expensive in america they have to return to where the roots are and and well speaking of my schoolmates who are amboy and amgirls they sometimes comes a bit feeling superior but truely an idiot. its not just in america, i think...
i have my own american dream. so enough.
the toxicity of annoying beep of the phone during weekends.
or the toxicity of one or few person's messages. that i dare not reply.
the toxicity of weighing down what is supposed to be....
you see every saturday, princess has her ballet class 9 to 10am, have to open the cafe at 9... so we were running so late, have to ask her lola to look after her and ask my brother in law if he could drive them both, and have to talk to princess trying to let her know that Nanay cannot be with her today at the ballet, but lola will be there, my beautiful princess just answers OKAY... but sad to say i am not.
why?
its just a matter of one hour, and that she is far more important than the cafe ... right???
but i let it pass, i let her lola and my brother in law do one of the most important thing to do -- that i should have done. --- outcome? princess did not do well today in her ballet practice, according to my brother in law. i feel sad and guilt is deep. lesson learned. next saturday, nanay will be with you princess dear. i♥u.
and have to catch up with duke. i♥u duke. :D you both makes my day and you two are what i look forward too .... i♥u both!..
so to break my mind from thinking and feeling bad . as in bad ass mother i am. clicked and went to my so called review officer site. CNET, so the reviews - - - that ARBEEIM is waiting.
as a super agwantista kind of person. i myself buy my gadgets in like many million deep thoughts and reviews and lots of why's, what about, cost and etc etc etc .... it all boils down sometimes not getting one as my last line would be INDI MAN KO MAANU KUNG WALA.
so xperia i read..... and touched at the mall (bleeeh! sa atrium lang galing... wahahah!)
so my review based on what i read too and some personal conviction in buying. (chos!)
1. user friendly design ( which i thought only nokia can offer)
2. brilliant display, (almost falling love!)
3. fast over all perfromance... taking pics with face recognition ha @ 8.1mp and can take HD video and viewing it @ 4" display...top that...(now im thinking -- my phone's retiring!!! gotta have this xperia!!!!)
4. call and data transmission --- 1 to 5 rating is 3.5 ♥
5. sleek design as it contours my palm.
BUT!!!
1. the sleek design that contours my hand is of no! no! when it lands on the table it wobbles. yay! minimal.
2. according to those comp geeks, interface is soo late. its like windows 2003 when its already windows 2007. its user interface ( they call it!) is android 1.6 ( according to wiki, it is based on Linux kernel and was released on 9.15.2009 ---- so gung-an na ini kung ang technology ang paga istoryahan! kag ang xperia x10 gadalagan sa android 1.6.
3. TE may 3.1 na subong....
(but if you are not so techie with gadgets and your use is for simply sleek of design, the handy of having a android phone and not having to bring alppy with you to view your emails and fbs and tweets, and you can have your messaging and call at the perfromance of hmmm PEAK? well these BUT will be just fine)
but if these BUT is not fine... well i tell you... 3years from now what is still important is communication. and what is on the top is FREE TEXT MESSAGING, and UN-INTERRUPTED CALLS.....
the end money is not an issue, unit is not an issue also. but the thing that matters is... ANU GUID BALA ANG IMO GUSTO MATABO>>>> oh di bla???
gsakit ulo ko ah....
te you decide. :) goodluck and God bless...
ang pinaka importante amu pa guid ni ay ---->as long as you can communicate with me and to the people - - the kind of phone that you use does not matter - :D
"the socialness and ka-sosyalan of the society, sometimes eats our very deep sense of existence"
