some thoughts

shared with my hubby while driving and heeding home...
talkin' about politics and the future ... with princess

question that popped into my brain uttered by my mouth and heared by my hubby and made it a topic..

Hon what will happen to princess' future if this country of ours continues to unprogress you know that bugged me what will become of her future?... he replied; be, amu na gani nga we have to think of what we do today shall affect princess future.. and i said now i think my sister got a point of not having one?.. but then that is the risk we both have to take for princess aight?...and he said yes, but then hon you know what i can do this just popped in my mind, we shall equipped princess of what she'll be nedding that she'll stand proud of whatever endeavor she will face... and she said "guid lng eh, nanay ka na daan"... ayteh!... but thats true ha... it would backfire to me i think what ever i will do to her.. or whatever i cannot do for her... so everyhting should be talked about .. the reason why my husband exist... with the help of all the fathers.. thier prayer and a freinds lending ears over high time and low times.. and yeah to papa, i know shocking naman ni.. heheh.. but that keeps me spirit in high!... and to all the people in the world... thank you in advance... hihihih ... some thoughts....

duh.. week

wednesday: called my doc and ask about my health... i have a very dry cough, a runny nose, a headache and contractions due for the i dunno how to describe kind of cough.
and so i was adviced to take plenty of fluids, take antibiotic ceforuxime eg zinnat or kefsyn... 500mg (ughs!) for 6 days, and then inhalation budecort and salbutamol... ha????.... yes i am now a candidate for asthma... but what can i do?.... and then as i begin the process that afternoon, since i have to wait for my husband to get me those medicines, and he has to stay with me until i finish my first doses of meds and asked me when is the next dose of everything so that he could be beside me.. ( aw! sweet!) and that he is soo veteran in using the nebulizer.. of which i really find it boring... mind you i have asked my doc if these are gonna affect my baby im not gonna take it.. and she said it is safe, and if im, not getting well after the medication i shall say hello to hospital .... and so back to my nebulizer session, as inhale and exhale at 15 minutes or so i hate to look at the watch during that session as it pains me by just sitting there with the mouthpiece, and then hearing the buzzing sound... but all i have to bear for i have a wonderful baby inside....
thoughts: when i was in collgege and yeah when i graduated in college and found me a job and had the fun of my life i enjoyed so much ... with vices on my hands... from cigarette smoking, to tequila shots, to bottles of beers to nightlife to barkadas biritan to stay up until the wee hours... to binge and binge.... and everything under the moonlit sky or even under the hot hot sun.... NOW that i am so healthy living i get to have these... i thought of after baby princess' i might try it once again... hahahah.... the evil works his ways really to get me down the drain?... perhaps!
and so i pray.... as i have to go back to my room and again contemplate on my buzzing machine....

hatching

i have a colds and flu.. and i don't fel good, perhaps i am too stressed out and that i did not had enough rest..
lately i have this early morning wake ups for some reasons of like... ahhh kapuy think noh... basta may mga naga pamukaw sa akun ah... and in the weekends i cannot rest too since the kids are so chaotic... argh! i dunno if i feel irritable lately but my god... i need my rest...
i have some lower back pain, my calves are not cooperating well... and i feel like light headed most of the time and then bang... flu.. body aches and i cannot just go to a massage parlor the thing i do then here comes running nose... worst feeling i have is to have this running nose... annoying slimy watery discharge from my nose and my eyes are soo teary warm tears... huhuuh... annoying discharges from my nose .. headache ... body pains.... i need a vacation.... how?


pennyless...

mr. ramon tulfo's

i bow to you mr. tulfo... check this link... On Target

i can say no more.... poor us!.... oh by the way we have been poor.... so how am i gonna say this?... pooring!? poored?.... poorer?... rats! no we are... they are!...

i say we are rich for we have been allowing this mutts to spend in such an amount... whilst in crisis.... we have been anyway.. so ?... labanan natin ang kahirapan... lets enjoy the show!... bangon iloilo .... kaya ta ini... @$%&&* te te te te... hakuta ang lay-ong! kut kuta ang mga patay! pakan-a ang mga wala na kalan-on... pabalaye ang nawad-an, pakay-o ang drainage sg iloilo, PAG UNTATE ANG PAG TIB-ONG SG COAL FIRED PLANT, mangin vigilant sa mga illegal loggers kag miners.... kag indi mag kurakot.... prior to these i call mother earth's whip ( yeah just a whip!) to out asses and faces.... we have been warned!... now! let the people suffer... and you be in the bed of wealth and grand life!.... so evil!....

now i can

woke up in the morning
feel the cold breeze of the after rain
it is the beginning
of a new day,

i long for that time,
where i can hold you in my arms

i remember the time
the first time you moved
and that made me get through it all
until now everytime the sun rises
i thank the Lord for the gift of life
as i begin another endless tasks
and at the end of the day
as i pause and see those stars
twinkling above,
i know tomorrow is a new day for us......

no i can say
life is so damn good
i have you always