hold on. still thinking,.

thoughts. aw...
but it seems that i need some quite time over that.

lately i have been so lame of going to the usual area of the city
the bank.
i dunno why. i just had this hmmmm.. do i need cash?
ha!ha!.. i guess the time i became a mom to princess, a single cent matters
now that what i call mommy diaries.
but when it comes to food i don't take any chances of keeping it in, as long as it is healthy.
what?.. healthy?
do i hear healthy food?.... hahah...
yes healthy food for her. for us?... nahhh for me for sure it would be like binge.
reasons now i know. because of my body and my brain tricked me of i need to eat because i lack of sleep.
excuses.
i have lots of them, even you can have loads of 'em.
food is now in check, hubby needs to have that healthy lifestyle.
come with the rainiest season ever! as for me.. yah... rainiest season ever.
so i have tracked down pilates/yoga mag i had like two years ago, to feel better ..
and yup i want to have that exercise ball... pink one ha!.. i need that..
the problem is... when i was about to start ( not yet bought that ball ha!) my yoga/pilates
comes mother of ours "baby...... lantawa anay!" ha! with urgency. take note with urgency.
hay okey get up from the position and look at what she wants.... wanting me to do something about her antiqu sewing machine,. and then when i wa sabout to go out to get me water, come hubby peeping out of the bathroom and asked for a towel.....
and i shush myself of saying... I CANNOT DO WHAT I WANT TO DO AND I NEED TO DO BECUZ YOU CANNOT DO WHAT YOU CAN DO!
only princess can do that to me.... and hell with all the mean things!... hehehe
to tell you frankly maaaaannnnn..... i did what they asked me.
happiness?.... scratched my head and head off!... and hug my baby and tell her i will buy her a snack food and a real food suits her and buy her juice too.

ahhhh walking along the road of bonifacio drive and thinking about her,..... consolation. i wanted to get out of the city and just take that long naps with her ...... not now. not this time of the year. raining. thunder. lightning. weather gone baaaaad...

i wish harold could call. and sing. just sing. hehehe speechless i am. so just call me and sing... toinks!