i won't hold you back...

see those words.. that song title, that song,,, its lyrics plus the artist... toto..(toto fondly being called by ne' harlene)

told him how i miss him so much
so much to say but i uttered the right word
told him i love you
but he refused to

dunno the reason why
all i know is that
when im with him my world stops
enough with the cry

you can't be mine
that's all i know
we both do know
we both can't have each other

restless and sleepless nights
i wanted to hold you tight
had the chance but never took it
all i know it could break our hearts

little by little we learn that things can be possible
though impossible..
we never even bother to take that chance
we never had the time to think it over

each passing days and nights..
our love has grown
shifted its sail from so much love
to purest friendship you gave
then i knew i was the only one
madly and so addicted to your love

you gave me the chance of knowing
the possibility of loving endlessly
without robbing you off of your integrity
loving so much without losing one self
loving one so much with peace of mind and selflessness

thus i knew how much i have loved you
but i won't hold you back...
if i ever i could have that one moment of
holding you back,,,, it would be so immature to think
of just my satisfaction...
of which i dunno if it could make you happy
if it could make you more of a loving person
life has so much to offer for both of us...
and so i end
its better that we're off
we can do more actually....
love is letting go and not holding back,,,,

love is what i have felt for you...

this gives me time to realize just how much i cared
and love you still so much.

intensity? asking me me? nearly princess'.....
try to measure that up...
i'll be waiting for your coming home....

home to my arms....
but that shall end up in dreams...
in dreams that only you can be mine,,,,