butanding journal

what i feel ...
1. okey my tummy is like growing, and i find it a little awkward in dressing up, then jeans and shirts are oh my goooollllllssss... kinda so not into me liking... so i usually end up in my draw string pants, polo shirts(lacoste man yah!)... some blouses that i would feel comfortable with.. see HF im not yet wearing belly basics.. kay i think its way too early to wear one. heheheh maybe next week?.. and then mornign sickness here it comes... i love hubby's perfume the one he's been using since he was in highschool( he told me so) i find it so sexy to him but elk! lately i hate the smell fo it that i even puked. oh my God'... so this is the blessing of a mom that prepares her for the next season of motherhood. you got to learn the hard way of how much you have to push the thing that you love the most... ahhhh loving one's self.. hehehe so i puked and hated the smell.. see my nose is sensitive... even tot he smokers?.. oh my goweyyy... hate ko na smokers smells... heheh hay.. never ko man yah na smell sila lenj and harold being a smoker to be smelt like an ashtray... they're clean man yah and knows their limit. ( isingit ba naman..) so muna ang akun gina binatayag subong... plus and pwerte ko nga kahidlaw sa taga roxas.. huhuhu...

2. food... i eat anything and what comes to my head... but sometimes the moment the food is right their and then in front of me ... ewe! im not ven gonna taste even a bit fo it... funny ... i stop for a while drinking anmum .. why?.. you ask me why?.. the thought of it even makes me like barf... huhuhu .... so like go back to capsules to nourish my baby hans.

3. body changes and everything... these two pomegranate is heavy and it gives me back an ache ... aches everywhere... arghhh.... and then

4... i find it hard to sleep straight just sleep straight... and would love hubby to lightly slowly rub my back that puts me to sleep...

so this is the journal of me.. the butanding.. thus will be updated from time to time.. depende sa mood ko subong kay the longer i stay sa pc or laptop makes me feel dizzy.. i would prefer sleep and go bummming around.... and sleep and sleep and munch... and sleep.... butanding.