im here....

im here not knowing what to do
what to say
it seems that i have gone too far
gone too far that i don't know how to react

i thought all the while i will be just recalling
trying to fix the issues
but then it sudeenly seeps inside me
ahhhh
unfathomable.... that what it is...
and it leaves me just like that
.....

all i know is that i never stopped loving....
and that there was never a time i did not love...
and that from a far i shall just continue loving you...

for i know i can't be me this me... if i have not found love...

God, thank you for such feeling and complex emotions.. thanks for showing me how much can i give and how much can i recieve... .. thanks!

for now i will rest and think of how much love i have...

im just here in one corner... thinking... loving... filling the void....