this is the letter sent to my sister from my friend.... i cannot comment on this letter since, i know somehow he had made a difference and made an impact on my being.... my existence.... of how i lived my life..... of how i handled things ..... he's one great guy!
I couldn't ask for more. She is just too perfect for me. She has a very sexy and beautiful brain, too. Had I made the right decision then for the sake of true love then we could have made a perfect family... by now perhaps we already have 2 kids who sensibly keep both of us busy. However, things are not the same anymore these days with her and I respect her as such. In fact, I really mean to marry her but u know life has gone farther with her and it's just too hard to catch up. Although lately we shared some precious moments together but it doesn't change the idea. Know what, we are still certain of our feelings for each other but perhaps due to our emotional stability we can set aside those unnecessary moronic acts that could create havoc in her relationship. we are happy, very happy... in my case it's somehow a compensating acts of love that should have been done long time ago. i don't want to blame anyone but circumstance... the certainty of our feelings before were so strong... it's just that people around us would not comprehend nor understand if things were taken to its truest sense and love would be the center of it all... question then was how would tita react? what would fr.tito think about me? i was so hesitant to go out and declare my love publicly... besides, i was very very insecured about your family then... and fr.tito as my former formator knew the reason why i went out of the seminary tapos... all of a sudden here i am taking his favorite niece as my girlfriend...??? common..... but it didn't change the certainty of that love... because even until now we both know we still love each other through and through...
One thing I regret for life is this I was not so firm about my feelings towards her before... this time i'm thinking what if
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