and another.......

for once i could not believe..... for once i dare not....... for the last time.... i know somet things happens becuz it has its purpose.... sometimes we wouldn't even know what its' purpose.... but there is..... ..

I love her eversince... not simply an ordinary love but something better than everyone else think. A love that doesn't end... and even if we don't see each other the love that we have will still be there.

But I think i need to clarify something here... baby is not confused as far as i am concerned. I'm not even in pursuit for something that would ruin what she has right now.

I was in the wrong position then when she came into my life and i never wanted to be branded as double crosser. All i knew that time was, my happiness was overwhelming when we were together. Good thing though we were able to talk recently and clarify those issues and made clearer the love that we have for each other.

Nothing to worry, my friend I will never ever hurt your sister nor do anything that would make her sad. Instead I promise to be always there for her whenever she needs me just like what she did to me for years now. All I want for her is to be happy even if i'm not part of it.

I am now preparing myself for early retirement from this company. For about 7 years as school administrator I think i have done enough for everybody. I am now up for something that would bring me happiness like no other.... i think i'm meant for priesthood.