pregnancy diary...

I cannot stand the heat. so I was provided with aircon daily, and two to three hours during night time.

I am taking a bath more than 15minutes now .... I prefer to use only dove, ivory, safeguard and irish spring soap. oh well i have been an avid user of dove and ivory.. more so now....

I cannot stand the smell of another person the smell of men having to sweat the whole day and works in grease like smell... in fact I realy don't mind at all then haaaa.. now I do... I just hold my breath...

I hate to see my favorite fishball vendor since i cannot risk eating fishball for now since i cannot afford that my baby to be at risk...

I cannot bear the fact that there are some people who want me to try wearing daster dress... ngak! ayaw me...

i have to sleep sometimes in a reclined position and yes no no no i cannot lie on my front... huhuhh...

i have noticed that princess (this what i call now my baby) loves the music of beethoven no.5... she is so adorable when she lightly kicks in and the feeling of perhaps she is learning to do piano inside me tummy... soo cute...

everyone is super excited you know why?... i know why... becus i am hvaing a baby girl... my sister is so excited nad she loves princess hmmmm more than she loves me already i think... and my mom is sooo super grandma.. she is innovating everything to fit stuffs to my baby princess .... by the way mom i call her princess becus i know back then tatay loves the idea of calling a baby girl princess and she used to call me that too and also the first girl in the family... and this i want to scream to the whole world... my aunt who si in australia.. the one i call mother australia... so super excited that she bought princess dozens of nappies... and some clips that goes with the diaper.. they are just soo cute... even my sister inlaw in new york... although i have already some stuffs you know those what is really needed are already in the bag and yes super ready anytime with all the papers needed for the hospital except for the OB's recommendation... but ev eryone is juts so super excited... from diapers, to clothes, to pillows, to colors, to baby bottles, to cribs, to strollers, baby comforters, whoa! princess is so so so princess already... and my hubby yes is soo overwhelmed super excited.. also my mothers here in iloilo and so some friends and the dads of princess ( daddies: HF, LGA, RBA, RSD, JFR) and princess' mothers are: mother renz and mother marie.. whoot whooot!!!! whooot!!!....

and yes most of the time i miss roxas people, but still they are with me in spirit.. they are always with me... huhuhh i miss them and will be missing most chuna!... hugs hugs... mwuah mwuah mwuah... these are the times where i just want to cry for help!... and so all those happy memories i have with them all the high hopes and well wishes they gave me and they still give me those i know.. with lots of prayers.. and i am so thankful having found them along the way... along my way....no.. God was so right that they came in such a perfect way... perfect time perfect friendship i have and will be.... arghhh emo moments... and so pregnancy have emo moments...

oh by the way hubby asked me what is the reaction of my papa, i rolled my eyes and perhaps... happy and yes he congratulated me when i informed him of me having a baby girl...and he asks also how is my baby inside.. healthy?... etc etc... although yes i do expect much from him, but i have to stop the expect thingy since ahhh reasons .... segi lang ah.. love ya ko gyapun ah... that makes me comfortable... assured guid yah...

the end part is... i am pregnant and that although it is part of being pregant to be emote emote but the truth is i am really a very emotional person... and i love life... and i love loving... whooootttt....

whats goin' on my mind....

i never knew. i never thought. i was wrong.
went to gym freaky thrice a week sweat out all the hard core exercise after my sister went back to US after the wedding, dang i was so sure i'll be slimmer... i thought!
came december 24 christmas had some tequila at its best and the following day went out of town to do gift giving... long trip bumpy ride... fun since i have my family with me to back me up for my cause!... and became our cause!.....
days passed -- i never missed my gym work outs... and then i realized i never got my period...
still that woprry thing is out of me for that time since i thought perhaps hormal since i suddenly change my lifestyle...
last weeks of december spent much of pregnancy test and results came out negative...
january first and then whala!!!.. happy new year and happy baby inside!
still took some series of test and yes... i am so pregnant.....
i am so glad happy and extreme emo over being pregnant...
but those tequila nights made me worry...
and then came my morning sickness for the first trimester,.,,,.... heavy heavy.. i lost ten pounds... and then... came the next few months and still i cannot have that very good appetite
instead i just eat what is there... forcing me self to eat since i have baby inside...
took all the supplements....
and then./..... wala i just want o blog this out....

and now i have ababy girl inside.. and im so happy.... hubby and i are sooo blessed....
and she shall be called princess.....
emo emo...
emo emo
emo emo.......

fulfillment is.....

having to see mybaby ... all her activity inside my womb, how delicate ...
mostly God's great blessing, His perfect timing, His perfect will.... His perfect gift.....

preggy updates... husband feeling awful!

see i got a good shot!! taken at IDH while cheering hubby up becuz he felt soo bored at the hospital, he was confined ... due to stress.. oinks!.. lotsa reasons...

and so here he is..bored.....super bored





and then all the labs went negative... great!






just thinking about how it would be?... expense, quotations, orders, repairs,and so he has to bear those IV's of antibiotics.. during his stay... huhuhuh

these blogs are mine.

okey so i merged my multiply blog and my super original blog, the reason... im tired of typing it all over again or just copying and okey paste... so i merged.. but those just recently posted are since like three or four years ago already... so bear with me... so if wherever i am i can blog -- it could be just in blogger or here in fab multiply it shall be in one shot typing.. but mind you i suggest you check my blogger as it is all much of a sense over blog thing although fab is this multiply since by its name it shall live by it MULTI... if you want your eyes to get teary and well thinking about having yourself on a verge of un impossible dream then perhaps you can check my blogger site for that purpose of making your life with such purpose.. hahaha

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so that is it...

on the set of Arangkada

okey.. i was at the set of ARANGKADA!!! yipeee... was with my hubby and the TPL's oit! lenj, harold and jpc... how did i got in?... baby vibes... hahhah
harold took this picture from his not dreamt cellphone... hahaahha!!!... all the things have story.. all the events has one and so all the things that we wanted in life.. should have story....
weee... and so this pic was taken becuz i took the chance of viewing the set... period.
this ang trip mo kung aga segment --- arangkada!... watch nyo hahah./.. and i look so preggy .. super... in 4 months...

in the eyes of a child...

a child looking at the person taking his picture in front of a coffee cup.. at his most innocent state - - ay di bala bata ni sya ni manang nga lasang?... oh whatever...
but this depicts the "in the eyes of a child there is joy there is laughter".. song
The Eyes of A Child
When you look to the past for life's long hidden meaning
For the dreams and the plans made in your youth
Does the thrill to achieve match the warm hidden feeling
That lies so still and lives in you

In the eyes of a child there is joy, there is laughter
There is hope, there is trust, a chance to shape the future
For the lessons of life there is no better teacher
Than the look in the eyes of a child

You've found the place to walk the path you've chosen
You'll never miss the world you've left behind
When life gives life, its happiness unbroken
When you give love, its love you'll find

In the eyes of a child there is joy, there is laughter
There is hope, there is trust, a chance to shape the future
For the lessons of life there is no better teacher
Than the look in the eyes of a child


SO HF are we going to do a song of this to utube?... WELL WELL.... never on a sunday..

thoughts...

thinking...
all the possibilities
that life can be offered
in such a loving and in a nurturing way

thinking
beyond all these adversities
life is still an absolute
and the ultimate gift i can give
with love and care
comes understanding and forgiveness

thinking
that i may not be the only one
but there shall be many of us
and soon i can ask and say
"be one of us"

thinking
that whatever i have done
are all for His Greatness
are all for the Love that He has shown me
are all for the gift of life
that i am going to impart...

thinking
that my baby shall forever be greatful
for all His blessings...
for the life ahead
all for His Glory...

down-ey love-r

okey me and hubby went to robinson-- supposed to be we are just going to buy some stuff like double sided tape, epoxy, the big ring that im looking for my project and some batteries..
and we ended up hooking at some point of buying a mini tripod for the camera.. and it took me a while to say "boy, may tripod sila hu... barato lang, kinda look like the same as the one i bought you on your birthday" and he said "by, low end ni ya be, tapos nami to ya gin buy mo sa akun" that was consoling actually -- better be heheh.. i bought it at 3th i think and he never thought of me buying him at that price becuz he won't spend for such and he would wait for some super sale for that which is rare for those kinds and besides his birthday is coming and of course i cannot afford to get him what he is really yummying about like the canon eos he got after his birthday, and stuff for his grand computer echusan eklavush... heheh and he knows much better than me when it come to that techie gadgets... very damn good to know that he was pleased with that tri pod i got him. and so we got that another mini tripod... comes in a not so handy but its kinda ok... and then we had lunch... i never liked what i ordered, bakareta that is so sweet .. hmm the only good food that tastes always better to me is that amplaya with egg and a glass of ice tea with soup... yeah.. and then i took some of hubby's beefstik.. wahahah..and so we are full... and baby inside is kinda hmmm okey moving around..a nd we felt like exhausted over past few weeks of mind boggling over work and inventory work ups and some pricing of stuffs - - and so we end up movie house!! we chose IRON MAN... was so excited to see my funny man robert downey jr... as far as i could remember i loved him in movies.. so sexy in anyway but it breaks me heart to think that he can't help himself after all his drug abuses and etc... still i like him as my actor... and yes the song i want love realy so him... so that iron man gives him another credit... and hope that he won't be abusing much of his life anymore.... he has everything -- but has nothing... man has everything -- still he is nothing --- if man did not love.. if man doens't love.. if man do not have someone in his life.... yeah the story is soo good i like it so much... baby inside tickles me while watching the movie... especially if Downey's eyes are focused... wahhhp.... and i told hubby if my baby is going to be a boy - - then he will be a techie gadgety gun lover... and that he will be just like his father.... yeah not thinking of him as a priest... what makes him happy that will make me happy too.. as long as it is in good reason and in God's plan... so iron man.. what can you say?.... next?... ms pepper pots... cool yeah... love the whole package of Gwyneth on that movie...

and i think to myself....

what a wonderful world... i have been in a very deep thought lately of my families teleserye effects and events.. and at the very end of it i can still say and think to myself what a wonderful world.. .. i may have been such a biatch towards individual differences and idiosyncrasies of my family from my mother side mostly down to us and the whole ... i would say it is more of a blessing, why a blessing?.. after all those emotional struggles, services i have rendered.. all the ifs and what ifs i have encountered?.. hai hai hai.. yes these... those.. made me more so understanding with life, since how much more outside the circle i am moving, i have grown maturely in dealing with them, although i have experienced much and lots of brain freezing moment and heartaches like: i am being brushed off and not being welcomed, in short insecurities especially after all those tiresome services i may say, after all those open arms i have done, and all those teary seconds of hurts that i would end up wiping it away for i felt that all are just nonsense and etc that have passed and i have stamped and signed done!... i still end up feeling blessed - - i have grown maturely in my outlook in life, hopeful for always there will be sun and that affirmed that God really works in His own way in His own time, in His kind of style, and that still He never fails to Love me and those that are around me. well so much for the story behind those teleserye, i myself doesn't know where to start... but if given a time to talk about it i could .. yes i could wipe all my tears and in black and white you can view how i have managed to held me head up high and still have those respect to them, but mind you i could still be mean..as in mean!.. aheheheh... and i think to myself what a wonderful world....
i see trees of green, red roses too i see them bloom for me and you,
and i think to myself what a wonderful world,
i see skies of blue, clouds of white, bright blessed days, dark sacred nights
and i think to myself what wonderful world...
the colors of a rainbow, so pretty in the sky
are also on the faces of the people goin' by,
i see friends shaking hands, sayin' how do you do?
they're really sayin' I love you...
i hear babies cryin' i watch them grow,
they'll learn much more, than i'll never know, and i think to myself,
what a wonderful world....
---- and yes i think to myself what a wonderful world...
thus this song sung by louis armstrong -- i call him a legend by just singing this song..
written by bob thiele and george david weiss (actually im so not familiar with these writers i just want to give them all the credits they have done for this song that made so much meaning to what i so called life....)