pregnancy diary...

I cannot stand the heat. so I was provided with aircon daily, and two to three hours during night time.

I am taking a bath more than 15minutes now .... I prefer to use only dove, ivory, safeguard and irish spring soap. oh well i have been an avid user of dove and ivory.. more so now....

I cannot stand the smell of another person the smell of men having to sweat the whole day and works in grease like smell... in fact I realy don't mind at all then haaaa.. now I do... I just hold my breath...

I hate to see my favorite fishball vendor since i cannot risk eating fishball for now since i cannot afford that my baby to be at risk...

I cannot bear the fact that there are some people who want me to try wearing daster dress... ngak! ayaw me...

i have to sleep sometimes in a reclined position and yes no no no i cannot lie on my front... huhuhh...

i have noticed that princess (this what i call now my baby) loves the music of beethoven no.5... she is so adorable when she lightly kicks in and the feeling of perhaps she is learning to do piano inside me tummy... soo cute...

everyone is super excited you know why?... i know why... becus i am hvaing a baby girl... my sister is so excited nad she loves princess hmmmm more than she loves me already i think... and my mom is sooo super grandma.. she is innovating everything to fit stuffs to my baby princess .... by the way mom i call her princess becus i know back then tatay loves the idea of calling a baby girl princess and she used to call me that too and also the first girl in the family... and this i want to scream to the whole world... my aunt who si in australia.. the one i call mother australia... so super excited that she bought princess dozens of nappies... and some clips that goes with the diaper.. they are just soo cute... even my sister inlaw in new york... although i have already some stuffs you know those what is really needed are already in the bag and yes super ready anytime with all the papers needed for the hospital except for the OB's recommendation... but ev eryone is juts so super excited... from diapers, to clothes, to pillows, to colors, to baby bottles, to cribs, to strollers, baby comforters, whoa! princess is so so so princess already... and my hubby yes is soo overwhelmed super excited.. also my mothers here in iloilo and so some friends and the dads of princess ( daddies: HF, LGA, RBA, RSD, JFR) and princess' mothers are: mother renz and mother marie.. whoot whooot!!!! whooot!!!....

and yes most of the time i miss roxas people, but still they are with me in spirit.. they are always with me... huhuhh i miss them and will be missing most chuna!... hugs hugs... mwuah mwuah mwuah... these are the times where i just want to cry for help!... and so all those happy memories i have with them all the high hopes and well wishes they gave me and they still give me those i know.. with lots of prayers.. and i am so thankful having found them along the way... along my way....no.. God was so right that they came in such a perfect way... perfect time perfect friendship i have and will be.... arghhh emo moments... and so pregnancy have emo moments...

oh by the way hubby asked me what is the reaction of my papa, i rolled my eyes and perhaps... happy and yes he congratulated me when i informed him of me having a baby girl...and he asks also how is my baby inside.. healthy?... etc etc... although yes i do expect much from him, but i have to stop the expect thingy since ahhh reasons .... segi lang ah.. love ya ko gyapun ah... that makes me comfortable... assured guid yah...

the end part is... i am pregnant and that although it is part of being pregant to be emote emote but the truth is i am really a very emotional person... and i love life... and i love loving... whooootttt....