i was reminded

i thought of getting out of the pit
still looking up
wondering whats next
it was all a cycle
and im getting tired of it
i thought i could
and now i know i think i can't
move it, think fast
better think fast
before i end up lost inside the pit
and will be ending life wandering what happens
between here and beyond

it was not after all about what one's felt
its all about how one endures.
endures everything.
deadly.


get sucked up.
i want silence.
got nothing good to say?..
shut the freakin' up.
if it does not concerns you please shut up.
none of your business???
please do put a tape in that mouth of yours
i don't want your thoughts
i don't want whatever comes out of your mouth.

still moving.
life is still moving.
even though i know how much i want it to stop.

i have to be strong for them both.

life is... princess and duke!