open letter to renz.

dear renz, madugay ko na bala gina think ang imo nga status in life right after your day, where you said "kung gaan ka guid man tani now na!".... baw sa akun nga matag adlaw nga bakho i tell you kung indi man lang worth indi na lng pag pilita pangamoyo kay mabudlay man, especially nga madamo as in super madamu ang adjustment. abi ko una have to adjust with in-laws since i know status will be like living-in with them, kay te given na ang bata la pa nalutas sa iya iloy, but then three days in a row i have realized its not the in-laws i have to deal with, to the point nga daw malagyo ko. and then damu pa guid. nga kun ang alpot mag busong sa taga gab-i nya nga obra, muna kadamu ang adjustment. blame it to hormonal ups and downs, plus dealing with the little girl's yaya, or basi i am being too masculino lang in dealing with cleanliness and tidiness of just about everything, kag gasakit ang ulo ko ka think, kadamo lang, yes of course indi ko madula sa paminsarun ko ang super irritating sometimes the people nga daw la lang ya paki-alam eh, things are unfair, but i have to live with that, te start na sg sinuplada galore. start na ang mantra nga "WALA AKO PAKI-ALAM SA IBAN ANG BATA KO LANG AKUN ATUPAGUN! if others are not fine with that... the hell with you!... im counting..... 1234567..... ara man ang time nga daw lilinti-an na guid ang idea nga moving out (well im thinking about it... have to make moolah for that dream thing!) right after baby manghud is out... God help me... thank you.