4.15pm went with hubby to pick up tatay at the airport.. so long ride and yes i have princess with me... talking about family ..... hmmm surroundings as we drove past just about everything what happen during typhoon frank and how far pavia is to the city where we both live..
4.45 got tatay out of the airport and then heed straight to thier home. and thought of having dinner at al dente.. which was postponed sinice all are feeling kinda tired of the hassle for the day...and so my princess...
7.45 arrived home turned on the aircon... sat on the bed and tried to conteplate becuz before we arrived home.. we had an argument over psychology thing of the reality of men and the reality of women...
like.. men have been a hunter the reason for them to keep on playing with guns even though they are old and have family...
so women goes being kikay and etc etc etc....
i asked why is he telling me?... and he would just "just trying to tell you"
i asked what for?... " wala lang i just want to tell you!"
but along the process of our conversation those freakin' airsoft and etc etc that he has been doing that i so abhore but keep silent about it most of the time... is bangin in my head...
and i have to be the one to asnwer my question of " why are you tellin' me that?"
becuz he wants me to understand what he is doing?.. oh oh oh NO! i cannot.. becuz if im going to base it on the psysch thinig that he said and the reality of men what about those men i know who aren't like him?... what happen to his brother?... what happen to my brothers?.. its all about priority.. and so i am so silent... i don't want to talk about just anything tonight or even i tomorrow... its such a lame excuse or a reason for him to give me to uderstand him?... and in the first place i don't want to end up begging for his time.. his fuckin' time with me and princess.... shiet!... comes this sunday and he shall never hear from me. by the way princess is turning 3months old this sunday and he'll be at the fuckin' game.
and that does not ring a bell to him... fucked up?... I AM.... im not asking for anything though... i am just ranting my heart out... that sometimes i would end up so damn fucked up to think that " i was right.... "
but then what else ?...
come 8.30pm at home and i have been waiting for this dear neice of mine to finish what she is doinig.. and i was kinda freaked out ovcer her chatting her way out and i wa slike 9pm i need th computer and ther she is acting as if nothing is happening hoaring this damn computer... and so i have to unleash my wrath... so she had the night....
ga init ulo ko mo!.... [puch!
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