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the answer to that is like... i dunno... something gets in the way..
and then again the

after we fall

song of sunshine keeps on repeating om ny head... arghh.. okey made a bit of tamby at smct late after office for i have to accompany bf with the switching of the camera he is selling... okey that deal was great like camera at 35thousand/... and i again drool over yamaha guitar and then i saw this shiet! i have to say sheit! things that are needed by a dreamer .... for my mini audio room... (still remains a freakin' dream... as i have to evict my neice in my room hmmm and convert a litlle space for that.. but then how when the day is coming?... shoud be having that in my new home prhaps?... and then a new room for me lovely boyfriends?... where we could slumber! weee i miss that...
and dehn after we fall again...
there is a song in progress prhaps in my had but can't write it properly as i need inpiration... or some instance.. i have to visualize it... medidate the events.. fused it out... ahh why should i walk behind and intercept a different line.. you walking away... i think this is the line... i keep on repeating this over and over again... its sorta like.. a something happend in between hiccups ... where one realizes that after everything its still both of you.. gazing on bright sunny mid afternoon on the beach.. .... feeling the breeze.... thinking of practically nothing... humming a song that sounds practically boring.... and all of sudden im back to whre i belong... practically working... hahaha... thanks for the i dunno... hheh awkward situation do makes one prson feel like sucked up in a tube .. gasping for air.. in sobbing between hiccups!... try that.. its hard.. sobs between hiccups?.. dang!!! can anybody describe what i feel today?... im thinking pointless.... confused... amused.... again confused.... help.. im drowning ...