okey i was with BF at ace hardware, and then i get to do some pa tweetumns effect.... and then all of a sudden i saw this kinda what i've been looking for, and then bang! SSF came to mind and thought he mightlove this, and so i bought it, like i got to have two since the other one im going to give it to SSF so yep i grabbed two of the thing its called actually stylish comfortable mosquito net... but the catch is the design not the regular rectangle one and its like medieval type .... huh! and then okey texted SSF if he would love to have one ... so he said no... after a long exchange of text, for some reasons that is reasonable to him and i was kinda like... OMG i think im being scolded for purchasing such not important thing and that it is reality that i get to buy sometimes( all the time) that ends up hmmmm not of some importance. but what the heck, i though of i might use these naman siguro, so thats it, and then when he told me that dengue is kinda grabeh, hmmm never thought of that too as for i thought of the idea as giving it... so since i was exed by this idea so its okey, i think im beginning to have this attitude if you don't want it then its okey, if you do??? much better, but i can go by that idea of refusing man.... hehehe but then there comes a time that hah! im just quick at grabbing things like... i get to reat them and i love looking at them not just them ha... to others also, it makes my heart leap ( the feeling of excitement in between heartbeats!) i like the idea of the feeling in betweens.... its unexplainable... in short... undecided as to what you realy are feeling. hahah... so thats what happens to a mosquito net... -- stylish mosquito net.
and then right after the war of text ( as i may call it heheh) i washed my face with pro-active.. and then put on toner and then the repairing lotion, as i have been thinking of what the heck is going on with my face?.,.. i have been complaining this past few weeks right after the allergy that took me to look like a harrased woman... that i now really need to have that facial thingy, glycolic peel as i have read that it is of fruit extracts, so there i get to ask a friend if she could contact me a home service for that, and then luckily ( it is not supposed to be lucky right?)the girl did not answered as to what reason i dunno, and then thought of calling the aunt of my best seat mate ever.. desi for an appointment but to my cramming thing i always forgot... and so i opt to go for pro active at home, the only thing i don't like is that i will be doing it on my face, i would want someone to do that to me... heheh but then no! none! so thats it,.
but i got a nice lunch over JS and get to talk with life and his vision over his assignment and his idea of not telling others that he is ERAP so thats it, you may call it ego or the other way around... but then i have to respect his decision over that idea, as long as it does not hinders my whatever i stand on and how we deal with each other., he does look good except for the hair that recedes... as like SSF too but more cuter with SSF ... heheh ( allowance ko na!!! jokes!)
and then i get to budge BF of the idea of in yer face thing! like " bf the last time you told me you love me is may 18, 2007, what happen in betweens?... and then i get to ask me self... what happen to me too?.... did i grew tired over that idea of expressing how much i love him?... hmmmm i think i nevr did as i was busy thinking of how can we move to the next level of relationship, and then life's like that sometimes you both get so choked up with the idea of earning money and we tend to forget the idea of what is essential at the end of the day. men are like that
i dunno how SSF, LGA and RBA will agree to this but i bet and im sure that with their lifestyle its like that perhaps, or the very one thing that they would want to do at the end of the day is relax... that they needed there favorite couch, bed, reclined seats, hot milk, cold ice tea or lemonade, a good hearty meal, a bottle of wine or whiskey, scotch on the rocks, a small oderbs ( the french one dunno how to spell it!)or just a plain back massage and a nice conversation over a cigarette and smile and laugh perhaps destressing all the stress... yep... but for us women we tend to wait for them to notice our existence.... ( don't argue most of us! bitch! i do too!) and its kinda frustrating to think that sometims we are being neglected especially if we are too over sure of how the others feel. then we are taken for granted.... can be not true to others but usually it is. hehehe its all up to us women on how flexible can we get.... as for me i can have that priceless attitude over having to put on a cute smile over realizing that i get to be in love with the same person more than twice... and then i know im secured, becuz the bottomline is that's what realy makes me happy. after all only we can make ourselves happy, only we know how to make ourselves happy and only we know whats best and what can makes us happy..... we are just often too dependent on the others. wind it up! i just love living. :)
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