ILOILO REHABILITAON CENTER - 1911

The Iloilo Rehabilitation Center (IRC) was built in 1911 on a 868-square meter lot next to the Iloilo Capitol building in the heart of Iloilo City. It was abandoned in 2006, after the completion the new rehabilitation center in Brgy. Nanga, Pototan.
The IRC could easily pass as a heritage site, unfortunately it is currently up for demolition to give way to a state-of-the art 6-storey government building and 3000-seat convention center. source: Explore Iloilo

if you have time kindly check this out maybe we can do something about this... or can i do something about this?.... still thinking.... DOES IT HAVE TO BE DEMOLISHED ?????

the nomad

this is taken by me of course using my mobile phone.. ( it is been used at last! after two years!of having this phone!) <---- wrong grammar! haahahah
this my step uncle .. as he is been adopted by the aunt of my father - ( step cousin of my father)
about 48 years of age.. single and a nomad... he hmmmmmmm here...
first.... you won't be having a good conversation -- yes i cannot comprehend much of what he has been saying during the course of our conversation... becuz im soo quite busy holding the phone up to his face and at the same time trying to make my way of eating my favorite cappuccino dream cake... and then zip zap of H2O okey...
and then like we we're talkin' about climbing Mt. Kanlaon next month.... so he is kinda hmm i dunno if he can make it.. but yes i think he can.. he is a nomad right?...
he was once an addict oopppsss biker! race drag! etc etc etc.. ahhh he was this kind of a person who gets anything as he is always been favored by my lola... very well loved that to the point of uselessness... still we like him since he is funny and you can bitch over and nothing will come out... in fact he can be my guard.... he can be useful when needed.. but not so long... he doesn't stays in one place... nomad he is....

the thingis we are talkin' about going to climb kanlaon next month.. .. ehhhhh i have to prepare myself.... i haven't got any exercise lately.. no bikes... no jumping ropes... no hula hoops... ahhh no exercise! you understand .... and i miss you astro... huhuh!!!!!

i love you! astro... hahaha
if only they know who is my astro... effin you're gonna laugh your ass off!!! ahah.. obsession gani!

text messages

sent outs--

1. a baby s born wid a need 2 b loved and never outgrows it
2. hahahah!LOL
3. i'll be der 2 comfort u.. u know am so glad i found you! i'l be ur frnd! i'll kep holdin' on! im so efin inlove!
4. ay grabe! superfriend! I feel i got the whole world in my hand! im so efin contented wid waking up & having dat unexplainable hapiness n my brain, a skip wid my heart, a sparkle n my eyes, a smyl n my face
5. geeh! i have here a long list of names being repeatedly writen.... hahaha! doodles in one bondpaper!
6. kinda! hahaha! n a very secured dispo ako! hahaha! gotta blog dis..! its like having to hold a very fragile jell-o n my hands.. seeing it jigling, so wanting to eat but no bcuz its lyk am holding my heart out!
7. ha?
8. kilala? ha?.. hu? wat?
9. sorry! not n d list ang name! wrong! effin wrong!
10. its his problem! hahah! bhla xa da! add up sa iya unresolve issue! hhaahah basta ako I Love ... Astro boy!! weehhhh...
11. wat movi? how was ur nyt last nyt?
12. hahahha! tink of me wyl watching dat ha!
13. wats 4 lunch my love?
14. ur n mnla na my love?
15. is dat new? may buang sa likod ko as in buang gd xa ya. ako ya buang2 lang.
16. okey. hmmm. ur going to pick up ur tita na?
17. sheit ! effin sheit!
18. hay dn ka subong roxas erport plang?
19. ur cute. hee so whats the fuzz last night?
20. dx9 supported na kag
21. nanu gd ya bla prob sg laptop mo?
22. dear ang blogspot ko cute.
23. hmmm.. where u heading? please do try dencio's sisig d best and cheap~!
24. hhhh magine italian!
25. hmmmm yummy italians

recvd--

1. sa dn namn ina?
2. aguy a. basi obsession na?
3. kilala ko9 na mo!
4. c toto ramille ! B-) :'( :-P :-0
5. hahaha. bt ur in his list.
6. k. watch nalang ko movie.
7. paano kita iibigin. kay piolo n regine.
8. airport lounge reading mitch alboms for one more day.
9. i tink so.
10. yup.
11. error.
12. mobile pa kami. gutom na ako.
13. sa CIBO kami ma eat.
14. Baw, ang baby back naga melt gid.

oh well my last reply to my astro love is ... enjoy guid da my love! .. hay ah... miss him so much.... i know i can sing well when he is with me... (winks!)

On poverty

this i get from browsing over dot gov dot ph site

Three million Filipinos rise from
povertyTUESDAY, APRIL 17, 2007 ECONOMY The incidence of
poverty in the country has continuously been decreasing, what with the bullish
economy and the progress-oriented and pro-poor programs under the Arroyo
administration.Over three million Filipinos have so far risen from extreme
poverty since 2000, Cabinet Secretary Ricardo Saludo said in a statement today,
citing a report by the World Bank, the world’s leading institution for
development.The WB estimates that by the end of this year, only some 8.4 percent
of Filipinos would be living on a dollar a day – the standard by which the said
institution measures extreme poverty.Saludo said the WB forecast is buoyed up by
the continuous improvement in the Philippine economy, which is projected to grow
by as much as 5.7 percent this year.With this, the WB believes that some three
million Filipinos have been lifted so far from extreme poverty, or a decline to
8.4 percent at the end of 2007 from the 13.5 percent in 2000, reflecting a slash
of 5.1 percent, according to figures released by the WB as published in the
"East Asia Update: Managing Through a Global Downturn.""Now that the government
has increased its fund sources and earnings, public infrastructure and public
service will surely follow, thus providing employment opportunities and
expanding education, health, housing and other services for the people," Saludo
said."Through these measures, the government shall accomplish its dream of
slashing by half the number of poor Filipinos by the year 2010," he added.

read nyo na lang .. kinda depressing eh... not true to others even to me... but then what can i do?... i am here... i live here... this is my country

Tuyo Na'ng Damdamin

Minsan kahit na pilitin mong uminit ang damdamin *Di siya susunod, at di maglalambing * Minsan di mo na mapigil mapansin *Na talagang wala nang naiiwan na pagmamahal

[Refrain] At kahit na anong gawin * Di mo na mapilit at madaya * Aminin sa sarili mo
Na wala ka nang mabubuga

Parang 'sang kandila na nagdadala * Ng ilaw at liwanag * Nauubos rin sa magdamag

(Instrumental)

Minsan di mo na mapigil mapansin * Na talagang wala nang naiiwan na pagmamahal

(Repeat Refrain)

Di na madaig o mabalik ang dating matamis na kahapon * Pilitin ma'y tuyo na'ng damdamin

Tuyo na'ng damdamin (repeat 4x) *ha...... *-----

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so like he is tellin' me that wala na... as in.. tuyo na ang damdamin... but then i know i can still remain his friend forever! and i .. i will be loving him thru and thru! ahahahha ASTRO!!!!

textbacks..

• my text messages sent out....
  ..la pa gasinaku p k d.
  ..halo halo! i ned address SPX - I have auditn na!
  ..ok.
  ..oh my! wats ur dinner my love?
  ..anu ang balita da??? so silent!
  .....
  ..i'm not thot of..
  ..bnda sa dn ka ya?
  ..wat abt? anu estory abt me?
  ..hay! Ok.. das it!
  ..ok. 2 make me self gud i wud thnk la k
  gnatext kay para d ko mahisa extrme kag d ko
  kmu ma mis kay ga date kamu da. and i end here
  at the bkseat goin home and will try 2 close me
  eyes b4 eleven. thnkng feeling... cmpletely nothing!!
  ..madrama ang adlaw. wa ko sugiran. wa sg masharan sg
  emo. evry conversatn ends widout saying g'bye. dilema
  over wat to do wid my missing u moments. drool over a
  super nice j.crew shoes dat dropd its price 2 $28...
  shall kol it a day?
  ..ipod?.. its an it. it does not emphatize.
  it does not fill the void. it does not ocupy
  my mind. its just an it. it won't functn unless i want to.
  ..HMPF!
  ..i have achoice. nothing is impossible.
  its does not end wit just ce'st la vie!
  damnit i hav u!
  ..ga sinkit mata ko.
  ..how can it be?
  ..and how cud my counselor superfriend say dat
  it has to be processed?.. kagamay lang sa inyo
  kag worthy (wehh!) to be my superfrnd -
  e process ko pa? wow! ga sinkit mata ko!
  ..ha! saksak ya sa baga ya! jakass one!
  ..i envy dat dj mix!
  
  one of the replies....
  ***amo ina ang resulta sg ginatwag nga superfriends.
  mabuang ka sina kn nd ma process kag.
  ***cest la vie!
  ***amo ina ang gusto ni toto mo.
  ***whats the use of ipod?
  ***ari kami sa chill ga pre flight party..
  (kinda like these!)
  ----------------------------------------
  there is a story... connecting the ...
  i miss my cyber friend... how's life???
  how was the exam??? hows life treating you?
  suddenly you stopped.... ahhh too busy to blog down thots ey?... well i miss your thots... perhaps im too tired na... thinking of the possibility of connecting... hmmm okey got it... so like dilemm over alms?.. ahh.. if you want to give then give.. if not.. then let it be... as long as you ar ehappy with what you are doing.. its part of life... walang manloloko kung walang nagpapaloko... walang uto uto na di nauuto.. (tama bah?) effin whatever!!!
  
  and then i miss astro boy... astro... i love you! tehhheeee.... still i am gettin' hold of the soulmate book!
  
  --------- as the day ends and that i shall close my eyes to prepare for the waking up tommorrow... i say these... God thank you for making life so beautiful... giving me lots of spices and sweets and kilig moments (huh?) and all those nonsense that i never noticed... thanks to you... please take care of those people im thinking right now.. and missing right now.. and those who are studying and those who just can't sleep... hope that they have time to blog... para maka sleep sila... hihihi... thank you for Life!....
  
  --- life ain't gonna be better than this... -- LIFE - - -
  
  safe flight to you astro boy my love!

of prices

okey... i really don't like it when the item being given to you or being lent.. is being tagged as "mahal ni bakal ko tag P.... pesos ni" " (this is cost much.. this is about p.... pesos)... so its like i cannot afford??? and if i cannot afford.. do you think i cannot come up with a brilliant idea on how am i gonna get it!... hate it when all things end up like fucking money! the cost... how much it cost.... how much i fucking bleed my nose over that price tags!

hate it becuz:

.....having lots/less of money is not an issue.
.....you cannot buy me with your money.
.....you cannot buy my ideas and thoughts becuz of your money.
.....you cannot tell one's person's attitudes with how much he has or does not have
.....money is out of the criteria of one's personality.
to others their saint is the green eyed monster money... aha! wait 'till you are dead where you cannot have your soul ...

if i were to choose between love and money.... i will be choosing love, as i know if you love the person you can work hard to have that money ... still above everything is borne out of love, not becuz borne out of having money. yes i am more into essential .. and not on physical and what you can see right there and then... magically hard to achieve but mind you its a matter of like... having to live your life like in a matter of seconds your out of happiness... thats what material things does to you... or if you haven't experienced that then i think i have... so i tell you like ... some good things never last... yeah you can remember... but will you remember the very core of its existence?... hahah... its a hard habit to break... unending process where you usually end up being the loser.... and everyone who has money can take you for granted... ditched! so go on... live like there's no tomorrow just don't end up a slobber and a fuckin' idiot and profess that you have loved and you thought you are being loved becuz of what you are... aha! you have been bought... you are like a thing! a freakin' thing! imagine yourself like a lollipop.... or a bubble gum... after the sweetness gone...licked and gone.. you too gone... chewed and blant.. ... let money work for you DON'T WORK FOR MONEY!... that's my motto... if you can't afford somethin' then it's not for you... and if you can afford that somethin' then think about it if it will do you good...

indi tanan may balor nga kuarta!

waking up

if i should call it a nightmare then the story ain't gonna be a love story - - but a horrifying and climactic ending of death.
but then it is not.

story starts about 20 something fine woman, who, deep in her heart is wanting and desiring only for love to come and be felt, not by only hers but for the other.
that in the process she end up in battle over her feelings towards the other.. of which the other is too skeptical ... skeptical over or towards the idea of wanting her, needing her, over the reality of turning down the hopes and dreams of his family that is on his hand... that lies on his hands... that is dependent on him.
battle within their hearts began when he settled down and put her on a priority inorder to have a win win situation -- between desiring ... loving . . . being free and the hopes that is in his hands...they went tried going away to another country to start and leave everything behind -- when she knw of his plan that leaves her of no choice but to let him go and bid him goodbye inorder for him to fulfill the hopes and dreams that is on his hands... so as not be selfish and be blamed ... and put the other's hope in jeopardy.....
later on he got married she end up unmarried, become a writer... their paths again crossed, she read one of her book to the public while his eldest daughter is listening and he too... at first a sadness that one can see in his eyes is a tear that swells.. upon seeing that .. her tear welled is well .. as if telling him.. im happy for you... but it is all a lie... to be proud .. telling him look at me now... to be doomed... but then she knows that even a single tear holds a lot of story...
at the end of the book that she was reading... is fine .. a very fine ending ...
they still love. and that is what they have both desired and both neither had.

one cannot question the value of life. for it does not have a concrete answer.
one cannot question love either. yes indeed it is the only rational act. but sometimes it becomes irrational ....
but with life and love together evething starts to make sense.. where you can connect simply the one to the other. having to tell or to say that I AM YOURS, HEART AND SOUL... that is life and love... intertwining. life and love as one. united.

---- woke up with a tear falling down my cheeks... i know i never missed... i cannot possibly missed life-- and love... i'm holding it, with my two trembling cold cold hand... i desire affection.... i desire you... i love you....


(while writing this i thought of a love found and then lost and then having it again... consumes my thoughts... that engulfs the placidity of my room)

again another usual waking up in the middle of the night or early morning ... and bleed my nose over the idea of writing such.. incomprehensible thoughts of schizo!
admitting?... i am .. i think.... i am?... ahhhh no ne can tell.. no one will dare!

and its all because of you... im obsessed by you completely!

kitam

so now you see, i was so right all along ( lifting me chair!) i have come to know that she is not to be pitied but to be pity ( what the put-a-ngi-na) same lang kaya.

anyway! thank you so much my love for opening ... wawa man siya...
im still obsess with my besty( i call him besty - - hash comments?) back off--- be very afraid! i miss him deadly! ahahah

so mam wenz is fine na i told her about the dolly parton ( not the wawawa thingy!) and so she said --- ay kauloy gle sa iya..! waaaaaaah.... segi alng ahhh
i tell you dolly parton you don't need a guy! you don't need a bf just to make you feel secure!

odbla... juno! wait for juno my new textmate!!! will make a story about him....


i miss you mr. funa~ ahahahah

ilonggo dialect fever

kag kung ako gani mainit!
baw kagaga guid...
gago mo man bala, patonto ka da ya..
te anu na lang ni kay nag hinangag ka?

pagkatapos sang tanan
amo ni ang akun nahibaluan - wala!
linte! sin-o ka guid bla?
anu guid bla ang imo nga motibo?

kag ngaa nainit ko sa imo?
guin anu mo ko haw?

kung pwede lang nga saksakun ta ka saksakun ta ka ya
kay abi mo namian ko sa imo?
daw sa gaga ka lang
karun kusion ta!

te klaro na sa imo ang tanan?
indi ka sagay ka hinangag ha!
man kung kablo lang ko nga amu na gle ang matabo
sa liwat mkita ta ka baw kusion ta naman ka
kag baw ang impyerno mabatyagan mo guid!

yudepuga.. gusto mo guro mabuklan ka ay
anay mo guid ay kay matapongawan ka guid

te man gusto mo guro sulok sulokun ta ka ay...

----- mga binuang sg isa ka ilongga nga wala sg may ma obra sa opisina.
ang iya utok naga kurba asta sa ulihi nahibaluan ya nga ang iya man lang gale kaugalingon ang iya kontra..... tanan kita ang aton permi kontra ang aton gid lang kaugalingon.... bisan anuhun mo pa na kay amu ina! indi palihog mag tinangag(tanga /hangag) kay karun blowjubun ta!(blee!! elbow jumbagun bun-on)