stump.

Lately, I have had the strangest feeling
With no vivid reason here to find
Well, I'm a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won't let me hide
‘Cause they always start to cry

(this is stevei wonder's lately...)

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until here na lang di kaya ng powers ko...
sharing to the person i know who knows me really deep deep down in my heart...
im in confusion.

carrying my baby while having these thoughts runs in my head
...
yes welcome to married life
and into motherhood.

i think i have a better judgment now of my comparison
between married life and motherhood...

married life is fun but it does not apply daily.. still its between you both to decide.
normally it is being shared ... everything tasks, money, etc etc etc is shared.
but to my so called two year experience. i think it deserves to be said:not shared!

and anyways i do not expect or im not expecting some partners to share with the chores or whatevers...
or just plainly doing the idea of looking after the kiddos while the freakin' mother do the chores... or is doing something for the kidos or for the whole... but how come i get so freakin' irritated>?
bank that into a married life?... syet.

hold on hold on.... time passes and people change...

the dream

was it the mother of all dreams?...
perhaps perhaps,
its been long since i had one
beautifully made for my brain only...
i was with my shiny happy superfriends
well of course there is food and a majestic falls...
and then toink! i miss them totally
went back home only to find out that
yes as i said its going to be very very bad thing,
the idea of the freakin' aircon is so big effin deal!
if you can't so don't!
nobody is pushing you anyway
i told her im not going to since its going to be a so so big deal....
and i was right...
see the chaos?
everything to him is so so so big deal
i tell you my father wasn't like you
never you will be like my father
you are soo far away from my father
tak-an ko sa imo ah.. ikaw lng gapagamu sg kalibutan mo
the thing is so simple....
you you are the one who makes it complicated.
you and your freakin' curly tops
ahhh....
too much of mangosteen is no good!

my dream watch

for now yeah.. this is my dream watch... ahhhh... lookeyyy..... 

aint' she a beauty?

Product Description: Suunto Lumi Sport Watch (Women's) - Florette

Lumi is the first Suunto outdoor sports watch designed specifically for women. Sleekly designed with a smooth, streamlined finish, and packed with advanced Suunto Outdoor ABC (Altimeter, Barometer, Compass) technology - the Suunto Lumi is equally suited to an afternoon on the town as it is a weeklong expedition in the Himalayas. The Lumi is more than just a sleek timepiece - amongst its many valuable vocations the Lumi is a weather station, compass, travel companion, a day counter. But that's just the beginning. The Suunto Lumi is a feminine and functional wristop computer designed for active and adventurous women. Its unmatched versatility is the result of years of testing, research, user feedback from the field, and technological advancements made in the Suunto laboratory. Eye-catching Lumi Accessory Packs allow you to customize the look and feel of your Lumi with vivid wristbands as well as protective carabiner jackets that let you quickly clip your ABC wristop to your pack or purse. Or if you prefer, Suunto Lumi can even be worn as a pendant. At home, the office, out on the town, or on a weekend excursion in an exotic locale, the Suunto Lumi allows you to engage and predict changes in your environment in ways that no other watch can. You'll have weather forecasting technology right on your wristop with the Lumi's barometric functions, Weather Trend Indicator, and Storm Alarm. You'll have accurate altimeter information as well, an invaluable tool for climbing, skiing, and wilderness travel. By utilizing these functions and the Lumi's accurate digital Compass, you'll be better prepared for any kind of exploration - in a dense and unfamiliar city or along a silent back-country trail. The Suunto Lumi is a versatile, gorgeous watch that gives you consistently accurate environmental information, allowing you to plan your next move with total confidence. Suunto offers a wide range of ABC wristops, so what unique functions set the Suunto Lumi apart from the pack? Altimeter / Barometer - Automatic Mode switches between Alti/Baro depending on your movement level. Altimeter - Start from 0, measures difference. Logbook. Barometer. Storm Alarm. Weather Trend Indicator. Compass upgrade sights, locks, and guides along a set bearing. Watch Sunrise / Sunset times. Countdown clock. Day counter. Speaks 4 languages (English, French, Spanish, German).

bang!.. i got hit!

yelp.. took hold of my iPod both the shuffle and the video,
dang its already 12.18am, and im no way sleepy finished 6 mini bottles of yakult already,
again yelp! i got hit!... by my angel... again im swooned by the idea of singing... see its as if i left iPod video on the side for like ?? after i delivered my baby?... yes i think so since shuffle has been my handy dandy music... after my headphone got snatched...
and the reason of me wanting a sennheizer headphonem but i think ima not gonna get it.... i dunno i just have the feeling. sob!... what on the background music?... yes.. 1000 promises by backstreet boys and then will be followed by the gabing kulimlim by bituin esclante, shiet! effin her voice is soo i love it... followed by dear God yes southborder and so on and so forth... im music struck... ahhh i miss harold .. especially the time when we we're still jamming everytime i seek my solace at the seminary... huh!... counting the days.... so i got this list of what i want ...numbered though but in no particular order....
1. five new pairs of crocs sandals of diff designs(trailbreak, patra, capri, scutes & algarve!)
2. two colors of sennheizer headphones( neckband and the clip on!)
3. cell phone ( blackberry, LG black label series, samsung blackjack!)
4. game console (PSP2... Wii... ahhh that twister.. i like that!)
5. (this is hard! this should be number 1 - - ) a month in an island with my sister!
6. a baby alive for my baby princess with complete accesories!.. hahaha
7. a lovely home theater, with ziller videoke!.. hahaha
8. a diamond necklace matched with a diamond ring... harharha vanity!
9. a suunto lumi sportswatch (terra)
10. just one ceramic knife!
11. a fergie pepper sandal
12. im still thinking...
... let me sleep.... let me dream.... heeheheh........

slinging... yup yup

so we went to the beach only to find out that the heat of the sun is so so so so much... so i never took even a single chance of letting her play in the sand eventhough i have all the personal effects like where she could roll over.... but the heat of the sun is so so hot and it feels like burning on my skin in just a matter of like minutes... but i had the grand time having her around me.. thanks to this hotsling!.. love it...

see the convinience it gives me at the same time having her beside me all the time.. and she is loving it... whoot!.... we're hot!...they're not!... hahah 

and so the rest of the pics are on this link (click me!)

for your info i am still in the "dream on" stage of that freebie by supermom central.. whooot!.... wanting to get a new hotsling... 

hahaha info.. i buy items online and send it to my mom in US and then when the box is full i get the item.. hahah all for personal comsumption, hubby pays it in credit card!... hahahah but most of the time my mom and my super sister fill it all up with goodies... for me.. ONLY FOR ME!.. harhahr but now its for princess my love already... heheheh see that sling she loves to be in the sling... she sleeps and feeds inside my sling.. i used that even when i hear mass during sundays... i use that during mall time ( damn! when was the last time?..) hahah i don't care... by the way superfriends i miss you all so much!.. trivia:... i cried!.. becuz i miss you!. bwhahahaha!...

twas a lazy day

yup i make her smile most of the time... and i love taking her photo... happy baby she is...

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and so this is like a biggest dream suprise for me (crossing fingers!!) because this is going to be soo soo soo hot hot hot... yep..

when i was on my last month of pregnancy, my sister bought and gave me a hotsling it is called the quinn stripe, before it arrived i have been like a crazy soon-to-be-mom and happy to let the whole world now that i'm going to have that sling,

the baby arrives and still anxious when will that box of mine will arrive, since im badly in need of a sling to carry my baby, phew! so me and my hubby went to a mall to look if there is something i could in the meantime use while waiting for the box where my hot sling is... and so i saw this one sliing wioth a ring on it, husband bought it for me and yes, it doesn't feels right so i end up like one time use it. still anxiously waiting for the sling to arrive a few weeks after the box arrive jarrannnnnnn!!!! the box is here! and i scoured for the hot sling... and tried it on.. and yep right size.. fits well and yes hubby love the color since it looks like he too can use it and very thankful since its more secure and my princess loves to be carried inside. and so i travel, i can be at the office to help in the business with my baby secured ( mind you if i feel my baby is secured i know i am too!) i even love the idea of nursing her whole inside the pouch! yeheyyyy! nope i don't have the nursing cover but i can hold the outside cover and peep into my baby princess latching on perfectly and cozily 1 hayep a happy baby comfortably milking me, ha!ha!.. and then i have this facebook, i added hotsling becuz yes i am a fan, and then one fine day i get to browse becuz there is an update over hotsling, and wanting to have another one hotsling, this supermom central is giving away!... phew.. this sounds could be great great surprise... yehey...

and then that supermom central blogsite is soo cool i get to read and learn as i am a first time mom, though i am asian i know everything fits so well with me and my baby, for i think that it doesn't matter if im asian and what im reading are for the americans... who said that i cannot adopt the american living?.. vice versa... at the end of my day what matters is that MOTHER'S KNOWS BEST! and i know that it is best becuz my baby is a happy baby... a happy baby equals to a contented and happy moms and dads... whoooooot!!!!

i could be a supermom!..... yehey!!!!

sleep brain sleep ...

what the.. who the... ahh tired of photography..
nign!... i was tired i got tired.. damnit..
love the photo ops at JC's birthday.. i took loads of photo..
yay!.. 250 ?
in high resolution..
no wonder camera decided to blink battery...
ahihih
love my pics with jollibee
funny.. im a mcdonald's grabbee
oh well its JC's birthday so his choice
that was bad... he got scared.
princess gumsy smiles...
yowzah..
took awhile of forgetting others already
and suddenly poppings popcorns came out
what the f..
ouch! toothaches!
that choco caramel "sinful" cake is ymmiest
elizabeth is now with robert.. okey she is betty
lenj got his card reader soooprise!
harold got none... and he gotten serious as told by robert
so serious he forgot me.
no thoughts? got busied....
miss my everything
renz got.. who?
princess got me.. ohmy she is mine!
actually i just want to tell my brain to shut off...
no one sings me lullabies...


decada trainta an intro to kwarenta! yikes.. me not in ahurry im only 26 years old!
hahaha
love you sissy....
thank you for the chin ups.
and taking the gray skies in my eyes!


should go back to sleep.
love you honey bunny...
4.32am

will there be?

i am entering my 30th

in a few months i'll be

aw! that sounds kinda durrr.

hugada trainta!

come across pinky's blog about obama's letter to his kids,

yes touching and very comforting words from a father.... ay grabeh... basta words from your father... its like having a cup of coffee and a cigarette being lit and at the same time crunching yer eyebrows and thinking beyond ... still pondering  what is it really that makes our or rather my heart melt everytime i hear our or my father words of wisdoms.. his angst and bravery.. trying to meet all the odds for the family at the same time sturggling for his needs, though for others it was such a lame and not nicely done.. but he has his way... its his way.. understanding him sometimes cracks up our world but you know in a limitless love life i have i learned to understand not being a brat (was I?).. its his way of life. 

back to obama...

will there be an OBAMA in our country?. 

its neraly 30years and that i have known that this country of mine longs for that

everytime we have a new president we look for change...

its seems that only us filipino kmnows too well what change is ?

change is change!

thats why we always want change!

hahah maybe filipinos are female?... ahihihi ako nga mismo gusto na change

sino kaya pwede? we filipinos have been praying for change....

if only we could be one with what we really realy need... and that is change maybe it could

but who will unite us?... sumasakit na ulo ko... come what may...

 life is hard - - - let us not make it harder

pray... pray... all the we need in this life and afterlife....

whatever it is prayer!....

seek His comfort... after all we are filipino... we survive!.. we can....

run down thots

makakulugmat.
kahindik hindik.
karumaldumal.
ayun sa SOCO.. bling!

eva fonda....
at ako ang nag iisang dyosa...

i hate the jake's closet movie
it gets to nowhere
or i just don't understand it.

yikes
put my baby to sleep
very colorful baby
she is wearing the pink nappy whoa! with velcro!

and ate my breakfast
kalo kalo with kalkag--- this words.. kalkag!
and lamayo nga fish.. i forgot the name though.
yummy..
cold cold weather
no sunshine
very cold cloudy days
yikes..
low battery ang cp ko
yep! got yah roaming already.

got these thought of bitching over the curly girl.
she's such a looser bitch.
i hate her guts.
anu ka hello?>\
ang tanga mo eneng!...
sabi ni lola basyang!
i forgot lola basyang does not make mulay on her books...
ay naku sabi yan ni basyun!
hahah not basyang!

okey beth will have his mini pin named after elizabeth
haiks!.. love that name beth!
you no like ellen?
yup its tombapatis.. harharhar
but its cute though
since her mom ( im sure her mom is paris!)
is tombapatis then with crissy (crissy is paris' mom!)
yikes!
thats the life of a dawgs!

elizabeth is a gift from us me and hubby
for bobeth... bobeth is bobeth!... hehehehe
cute...
happy birthday beth!...soooo late!

next!
lenj yup we got to see each other on the 20th and that's a tuesday.
will bringing along princess
she's a nicey lil' girl no fuzz or whatever
very cooperative.. hehehe

pamahiin?
next..
exit.
buzz..
who the f*&%&$ is buzzing at this time?