2.29am

princess' slurping up her milk... and i slept so early with her like 8pm, i dunno i just feel like so wanting to sleep, maybe becuz of the weather... first its so hot hot hot and then comes the heavy pouring of the rain... and i just need that light travel to the city streets for those errands.. and then thinking of those freakin' bills that freaks me out ... and here comes the currency ups and downs.. hubby just got to be infront of this PC for updates and gets to give me that look in his face of "by, nagsaka naman dollar ay... ang memory nag nubo and etc etc..." and i was like "ahhhh...." and just got to talk to my baby lookin' at me... inorder to finish the long been pending book that i was reading "brida" of paolo coelho -  i just have to read it so softly in tone aloud to princess.. ahhh she likes it... i think so.. she coos and gives a smile and oohs and chuckles,

she's not the type of like a mover... hmmm like me i get to love the idea of just sitting in a coffee shop with my churvas ( shiet i miss you so guys so much!) now that im kinda frustrated with my breastmilk ... i think i need coffee shops more often with princess ha?... eweness.. after office or just to passs the gassy time .. aw! aw! aw!... that missing moments hurts... 

all the okrays and tarayan and the gigles that we all shared.. shiet.. memories... lights the corner of my mind, and then i just got to love Enrique Iglesias.. like i have been listening to my iPod shufle while doing the power crunch.. light power crunch and light cardio (just to get that boost!) i get to sing my heart out inside the car while driving ... do you .. do you remember me.. like i remember you..... somebody wants you, somebody needs you, somebody dreams about every single night, somebody can't breathe, without you its lonely, somebody hopes that someday you will see.. that somebody's me... " shiet lyrics... hoopa!.. wonka!.. and then.. that ping pong song.. aw!.. so sexy baby!... so i get a hang over josh groban again... and thenn go back to il divo... and then harold's originals... carrie underwood's ..jump into david cook's musical rendition.. and the best while on the road to ledesco home.. andrew lloyd webber's magical music that give's my heart a rush!... 2.59... need to go back to sleepy time... goodnight my lovers!

just that

me with Papa Mons
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missing moments

i miss you sister... puli ka di liwat and will have this new pic will add princess in the picture...
background lng kanday tippie and the gangsters...
and then sister will do the bike ride in my dreams for now... (effin!) .... i miss you...

te si brother martin and the gangsters na lang anay?...

will do beach bumming with princess and of course granny duls around to re-relax!... hahah...

i miss you all ... period!

do you?

okey its like a last song syndrome...
so its been banging in my head...
so here's the lyrics... do you know...
Do You Know (The Ping Pong Song) lyrics

Do you know [x3]

[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

How can I love you [x4]

If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
(Do you know)
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.



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husband software...

got this from my besty rhonee...

INSTALLING A HUSBAND

Dear Tech Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slowdown in overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as NBA 5.0, NFL 3.0 and Golf Clubs 4.1.

Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system.

Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,
Desperate.



DEAR DESPERATE,

First, keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Please visit: ithoughtyoulovedme.html and try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update.

If that application works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewelry 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

However, remember, overuse of the above application can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Beer 6.1.

Please note that Beer 6.1 is a very bad program that will download the Farting and Snoring Loudly Beta.

Whatever you do, DO NOT under any circumstances install Mother-In-Law 1.0. It runs a virus in the background that will eventually seize control of all your system resources.

In addition, please do not attempt to reinstall the Boyfriend 5.0 program. This is an unsupported application and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider buying additional software to improve memory and performance. We recommend Cooking 3.0 and Hot Lingerie 7.7.



Tech Support

this too will pass... it shall pass.. it has to..

okey i know im too overdue with my delivery report.. but then i still cannot fathom (engot.. and sabaw!) but then... here's the catch i that i don't usually let the night pass...i feel stupid.
and at some point i have thought of going to roxas and be in silent... that has been tested and yes it works very well where i can step back and look at the big picture and ge to decide as to what realy is going on...
and so i had this episode of wanting me night end up sobber!.. but then i cannot... yes i ust cannot. why?.. i have me kid with me and so perhaps when the time comes that she can freely come along with me then we will go to roaxas and enjoy the rest of the days....
but for now let me just console me self... with this thoughts!...

this shall pass... this will pass.... it has to...
or else i'll end up insane.

wahhhhhhhhhhhhh

di maka compose ng blog so much in my head for now...!!!...
basta bal-an ko im complete!.....

maka blog post nga ng pangit

okey im kinda feeling grrrr.... tae! why why why???? hello magparamdam ka namn iho... its like you've been messin' in my head na ha.... daw kaka na guid.... te te te ??? what can you say?...
hahah!!... (another point in the life of a lucaret like me...!) no not yet in labor.. princess not yet out... and im excited at the same time beg you to please tell me story morrie!!!!

on PINOY DREAM ACADEMY S2

see im now a sorta kinda fan of PDA2.... why? why?.. damnit don't ask me why.. of course my idol for the rest of my life Mr. C - - is the head master!.. wowowowowow!!!.. so i get to sleep early and do wake ups when its time for PDA2... yehyy!!!... and then i see me?... naks.. no i see chona... hahaahah.... missing moments..... love it love it.... my bet?... cute si SEN, cute man si MIGUEL ... they remind me of you chona!... hahahah... LIEZEL and bugoy... they are such a nice bet aren't they?.... ... so now what?.... false labor again?

on labor pain

i actually do not know if i am having one right now.. but yes.. like im using this laptop in standing position.... since its soo awkward in sitting down and i feel like im having a slight menstrual cramps... and a heavy belly full of princess.... NO PICTURES as i look hideous as fiona... aw aw aw.... so im thinking of just blogging it out since i have known the cure for pains and anxiety is blogging... what reallly is labor pain?... damnit.. i kept on searching and it seems that i cannot just get what is the really pain?.... arggh.... should i not get the answer... i shall arm me self with this rosary... since it shall be added the the mystery same as love.. yowzah!! ouch... i haven't got enough sleep so it feels like i have been partying everynight these past few days.... today is august 13, 2008 8.22am at the dining area in my home and wanting to have fillet o' fish for breakfast... but then i have to ask my assistant to go there?... nah... i asked her for errands about some files for printing ... but yes i have to do it for my mom... she needs it ... if i can't make it then i know my assistant will make an effort to do it for me.. with my letter on her hand... hihihi... but no! she can't do labor pains for me... so for now i shall take my walk....!!!! i love you all....
xoxo
baby girl!