this works for me... and im liking it

What Maria Theresa Means:
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

ALRIGHTY!!!.... THAT'S ME.... i dunno how to crash those others.. im not quite sure of .. but most yes... thats so me... :P

one cm na!!!!

okey i had my OB check up this morning and ouch that hurts!... im already one centimeter... hows that! see i said so im gonna have this baby sooner than i thought... so i was advised by lotsa people to walk walk walk and do some squat thing... hmmm im a bit tired.. since i cannot have that goodnight sleep lately.. reasons?.... argh.. bathroom trips are getting soo frequent... and yes kinda awkward in sleeping... hay hay hay.. anyway... i have a beautiful surprise coming... so since i have this one centimeter opening ... yowzah!... scared?.... noh! excited!...
hihihihi.... love life... love it the best~....
by the way im still missing lots of people!..... and you know who you ares!...

i dunno how i can pull this off

okey on aug 25th its my brother's birthday... and so here i am again thinkin' of what to put on the table for him to enjoy his day ... yah yah yah his elizabeth aren't around..
so since im craving for alimango and sugpo straight from roxas... i dunno how i can pull this off.. since i cannot travel anymore... baby princes is due in two weeks time and probbaly i might be keep watching and feeling on the last week of this month...
reason i keep on asking robert if anyone... anyone who will come to iloilo... huhuhh la na abi si harold... (sad sad sad) so yeah.. i saw some alimango in the market lately and i don't feel i like them ha! ha! ha!... never ko guid kita tatak roxas bala... hahahaha... and the shrimp... hay di guid ya pinili-an ni manang... i just want to just sit down and scram my fingers on the crabbys.... also i want to eat some fresh garden salad... yummmyyy..... just that makes me feel argh!!! contented.. and to stretch my legs and enjoy the company of thems.. hooooo...
and yeah updates:
my papa is now monsignor!!!! hail to you papa mons... you so deserve that.... long overdue...
and also.... ambot kanady renz ah echus ang shower ni princess.. ... hihih mama liit and mama cynch are again planning... hai hai hai... segi text nyo ko.. daw i cannot do that now eh.. especially that ang business daw unpredictable --- and the people are so kinda hard headed naman... te te tet e..
also - - my momma is not chain free!... hhahah she can travel na for good... but! careful her allowance might be drained!... hahaha
and sister im missing you so much.... (sad sad sad!)
infairness grabeh na guid kaayo ang excitement ni hubbie for princess coming out... yoweee...
and
brother i can wait for you coming home after what 8 years?... OMG.. so long... crying moments na ni.. and so we have to tell ourselves to not to cry.... huhuhh butterflies in my stomach shared by my baby princess.... excite excite excite!!!
end!.... im sleepy again at 6.45am.... gotta take that power nap... then eat my not so oh breakfast..
chona! hidlaw ko breakfast na gina prepare mo!... hmpf!

some thoughts

shared with my hubby while driving and heeding home...
talkin' about politics and the future ... with princess

question that popped into my brain uttered by my mouth and heared by my hubby and made it a topic..

Hon what will happen to princess' future if this country of ours continues to unprogress you know that bugged me what will become of her future?... he replied; be, amu na gani nga we have to think of what we do today shall affect princess future.. and i said now i think my sister got a point of not having one?.. but then that is the risk we both have to take for princess aight?...and he said yes, but then hon you know what i can do this just popped in my mind, we shall equipped princess of what she'll be nedding that she'll stand proud of whatever endeavor she will face... and she said "guid lng eh, nanay ka na daan"... ayteh!... but thats true ha... it would backfire to me i think what ever i will do to her.. or whatever i cannot do for her... so everyhting should be talked about .. the reason why my husband exist... with the help of all the fathers.. thier prayer and a freinds lending ears over high time and low times.. and yeah to papa, i know shocking naman ni.. heheh.. but that keeps me spirit in high!... and to all the people in the world... thank you in advance... hihihih ... some thoughts....

duh.. week

wednesday: called my doc and ask about my health... i have a very dry cough, a runny nose, a headache and contractions due for the i dunno how to describe kind of cough.
and so i was adviced to take plenty of fluids, take antibiotic ceforuxime eg zinnat or kefsyn... 500mg (ughs!) for 6 days, and then inhalation budecort and salbutamol... ha????.... yes i am now a candidate for asthma... but what can i do?.... and then as i begin the process that afternoon, since i have to wait for my husband to get me those medicines, and he has to stay with me until i finish my first doses of meds and asked me when is the next dose of everything so that he could be beside me.. ( aw! sweet!) and that he is soo veteran in using the nebulizer.. of which i really find it boring... mind you i have asked my doc if these are gonna affect my baby im not gonna take it.. and she said it is safe, and if im, not getting well after the medication i shall say hello to hospital .... and so back to my nebulizer session, as inhale and exhale at 15 minutes or so i hate to look at the watch during that session as it pains me by just sitting there with the mouthpiece, and then hearing the buzzing sound... but all i have to bear for i have a wonderful baby inside....
thoughts: when i was in collgege and yeah when i graduated in college and found me a job and had the fun of my life i enjoyed so much ... with vices on my hands... from cigarette smoking, to tequila shots, to bottles of beers to nightlife to barkadas biritan to stay up until the wee hours... to binge and binge.... and everything under the moonlit sky or even under the hot hot sun.... NOW that i am so healthy living i get to have these... i thought of after baby princess' i might try it once again... hahahah.... the evil works his ways really to get me down the drain?... perhaps!
and so i pray.... as i have to go back to my room and again contemplate on my buzzing machine....

hatching

i have a colds and flu.. and i don't fel good, perhaps i am too stressed out and that i did not had enough rest..
lately i have this early morning wake ups for some reasons of like... ahhh kapuy think noh... basta may mga naga pamukaw sa akun ah... and in the weekends i cannot rest too since the kids are so chaotic... argh! i dunno if i feel irritable lately but my god... i need my rest...
i have some lower back pain, my calves are not cooperating well... and i feel like light headed most of the time and then bang... flu.. body aches and i cannot just go to a massage parlor the thing i do then here comes running nose... worst feeling i have is to have this running nose... annoying slimy watery discharge from my nose and my eyes are soo teary warm tears... huhuuh... annoying discharges from my nose .. headache ... body pains.... i need a vacation.... how?


pennyless...

mr. ramon tulfo's

i bow to you mr. tulfo... check this link... On Target

i can say no more.... poor us!.... oh by the way we have been poor.... so how am i gonna say this?... pooring!? poored?.... poorer?... rats! no we are... they are!...

i say we are rich for we have been allowing this mutts to spend in such an amount... whilst in crisis.... we have been anyway.. so ?... labanan natin ang kahirapan... lets enjoy the show!... bangon iloilo .... kaya ta ini... @$%&&* te te te te... hakuta ang lay-ong! kut kuta ang mga patay! pakan-a ang mga wala na kalan-on... pabalaye ang nawad-an, pakay-o ang drainage sg iloilo, PAG UNTATE ANG PAG TIB-ONG SG COAL FIRED PLANT, mangin vigilant sa mga illegal loggers kag miners.... kag indi mag kurakot.... prior to these i call mother earth's whip ( yeah just a whip!) to out asses and faces.... we have been warned!... now! let the people suffer... and you be in the bed of wealth and grand life!.... so evil!....

now i can

woke up in the morning
feel the cold breeze of the after rain
it is the beginning
of a new day,

i long for that time,
where i can hold you in my arms

i remember the time
the first time you moved
and that made me get through it all
until now everytime the sun rises
i thank the Lord for the gift of life
as i begin another endless tasks
and at the end of the day
as i pause and see those stars
twinkling above,
i know tomorrow is a new day for us......

no i can say
life is so damn good
i have you always

i blew it up

i cannot hold it anymore... and so i rant!.... she got what she really wanted and hopefully got to learn from it...

just viewing it all

i never dared to check on its details anymore... i got so jealous over nothing... of course im entitled to such emotion since my hormones are so wacko!. but then it is such a lame excuse to use... but yes i am a jelly person, i admit. ITMS... whatever that means.. heheh i would want to describe it in full details but no.. it is a great illusion if i do.. and then bang! it could all be in my dreams....it could be.. it will be and it had been.... and so ?.... so special.... so yummy and melts in your mouth sylvannas at dulcenitas and some food cravings which i would want to prepare in my house but no... im not going to.. since i have to lessen carbs and sugars and those that would makes us both bloat... so i shall end up with sinabawan na fish with kamote.. hmm healthy?... glowing!... bilaysing sa tuod lang grabeh guid yah hidlaw ko... as in teary eyed pa!.. te ikaw na da binag binag.... oh by the way sent out cards for everyone i miss.. if you got it then you are the one!!!
the list of people in my head... whom i would want to hug and just be in silent for while.....
not in order!
papa bee
nanay ko nga guapa!
achie
sih-yah
mga mommies
baw si chuna
ay teh si tibo( this guy is so funny he was like spreading the news that i already delivered princess and that princess is already one month old!)
ahh si richard ( busy little boy blue.. ngek!)
si wenzy(oh we've met alreaaa are talkin' like life's and being sobber! thanks for the cutie dress!)
si mawie( ohh i envy your body babeh!... harharha.. few months na alng... and i'll be riding my bike! and oh happy birthday today! 06-27-2008 yer 23!!!!!)
aw!!! george!...
hai hai hai.....robert!
charan!.. lenj!!!
did i miss?.... now i miss!!!...