week before....

last monday me and bff decided to go to cebu on RORO ... just for an overnight road trip... yes again. and this time is like special... i am going to be with my brother... so it was just the three of us.
so off to dumangas we went at around 9pm off to bacolod and then road trip to san carlos and then off from san carlos to toledo and then road trip to cebu city... the idea is to swap the honda car to a revo car... hanep the trip ever. its like the scenery are to die for...
yeah ... i've been climbing such mountains do biking around... and roam the city and urbans and some places that i know nobody or none can appreciate... but this trip was like... hellish the best... the highest road trip ever... 3000+ above sea level... zero visibility... that is sooo great!... to die for exhilarating experience...

so this blog was like held up high on the purpose of I'm busy over the wedding thing. not that busy but you know a simple holding up my hands over my face over coffee and then thinking of "this is it"!

and then i get to read a friends blog, so its like.. i dunno ... hmmm perhaps the idea of world peace is like a loong way to go.. but still im liking the idea of world peace...

so i went to roxas for MYMP- yep.. maldita me did not took the time of watching it conveniently here in iloilo, reasons...

last month, i said yes to the invitation done by emilio and also swooned by harold and robert... so it would be like despidida for me?... haha... but then i know they know that....
so i went... yeah yeah.... lah blah... robert did paid for my tickets.... hihihi and kinda ohmy! okey... he is in parish na kasi... but then it is also good to be helpless at times. argh!...

so we went MYMP night.. yep and we did had the fun of "do you remember"... jovita fuentes' as glen would say to us.,. and then we had some munchin' at ninos.. shiet that is always a yummy treat for me.. bisan bloated ako after... its a sin for me in eating nino's as i get bloated... and yep pizzas and pastas.. does wonders over bellysious!..

so i got to spend time with HF, RA, LA and GB... sosyalan.. talks over jovita fuentes' drama in life... hmmm they're fun and with great talents...

long overdue this blog of mine... sorry.. im kinda busy with lots still i am trying to keep up...

love you astro!

Stardust - Rule the World.. by take that..

You light, the skies up above me
A star, so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

If walls, break down, I will come for you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you,

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you

yippeee yayooo

yipee yayo yippe yay0 yippe yayo...

i went to watch stardust with sisil and xtian.. and i got this quote... cute quotes...
A philosopher once asked,

"Are we human because we gaze at the stars, or do we gaze at them because we are human?" Pointless, really...”Do the stars gaze back?" Now *that's* a question.

about love..

Yvaine: You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

its a great movie... i love it ... feel good movie...

you should watch it... harold will watch watch... they will... so you should too...

i love you

harold.... hunny bunnies!

i want surprises.. so i thought i will be surprised but then how can it be?... hah!...

so im planning to have this kind of line up

when christian was courting me... so he as like humming this song and then playing this music sa computer . . .
so i'll have to say i love you in a song... by jim croce
Of all the things ... by dennis lambert rev by xtian bautista
and yes we both love the song what a wonderful world by louis armstrong heard it soo right by rod stewart... always on your side by sting and Sheryl crow.. ( this i have to deal with my cousin pa if she can do this if not i will do this! hahaahahha!!) and yes the finale of course is the prayer.. hahhhh..... its up to you if you want it kinda operatic or what... still i know you are at your best... you always do... or else di ka naman katulog...perhaps you can do fly me to the moon ..... or
THAT'S ALL.. this is cute....

after this you called me up and then all of sudden i caught myself like in a daze of what the... stunned... caught in between... feelings... argh... i know you make me feel brand new.. with just one call and i feel so... relaxed. i know something.. betcha you don't wanna know .... ahaiz...
swimming ta.... i feel like i wanna just slouch by the beach.. by the pool... clock watching .... in love.

and guess what, to let the guest settle down inside the church i will play ryan cayabyab's like children dancing in the rain with no clothes on.... weeee..... relaxin'

so whatchatink?

my walk the aisle will be pachelbel canon in D.. still im looking for the full song and cute ang acapella...
though yes cute ang concierto but then relaxin'ang acapella
hmmm.... and some love story of harry potter for bff's intro...
mwuah! i heart you harold! sing it!!
oh by the way produce me abi minus one of " birthday song"... i wish you a happy birthday.... nahhananhh...
the red ribbon thingy... please... i heart you!mwuah.... 

friday hussle...

home - shop - mall - bank - couturière - seminary - shop - mall - home -

that is my Friday of November 9, 2007 - - still wanting to have the time of going out of town .. but then i cannot.. for the first time i cannot squeeze it - just squeeze it in my schedule. i got two mobile phones with me. very useful and yes to its maximum capacity of communication. text everyone. the moment i wake up. the time i close my eyes. cellphone gives me a sort of a security --- since I have been like living alone for the past 5 years, just this year my bro moved in with me and then like three weeks from now... I'm getting hitched!.. so yes i am still secured with the way my mobile phone turned out.

random text ~~~
sheet! Jacob sabta ang phone.... "hi! dear, ang imo transcript of records la pa iya, la kuno ma sign ni Ryan Zerrrr... hai panu ina ang enrollment mo?"
"ahh okey te balikun ko lang dre buwas ... huo ari ako sa sem subong.. hay ambot sa kay ramona nga ini ah... " jakomwatan!"

"okey bim halong, u take care ha.... mwuah!"

" regrds kay LR - - pakabuot kamu ha.. "

"hello dear, where ka? hidlaw man ta sa imo bah... huhuhuhu"
" ngek! after sem ari ko di subong, will go back to shop... "
" attend ka debut ha im so wanting to see you and talk to you!!!"

" day di na ko ka joke gapinangakig na sya ya kay sobra na guid ina kuno ya"

"hi, sir v... ask ko rates for videography.."

" 4 wedding, Theresa"

" i don't know ask abi Dora"

" inquire abi sa rob kun tagpila kay lagson ko"

"video lang na? no pics?.. will give info"

" la kuno record hambal king"

------- text messages sent out while waiting for the king kong!... dammit!

and then i ge tto smile when i thought of astro. i have to keep that astro handy inorder for me to be in place and sound.... heheheeh...
back in reality... i miss them much...

asking me self...

what i want to happen by January ...
i want to learn how canon dslr rebel works.. so like im going to learn that... ask bff...

what i want to happen by march...
i will take the time off for papa's anniversary.
i wonder what happen to the tour??? pilgrim????

what i want to happen in april or may....
summer clay modeling class... yehey!!!!
go trip to batanggas with TPL and BFF -- he has to go with me especially if i am preggy...
he wants me to be preggy by that time...
no reaction. im still clueless if i can. i think i can.. heheeh nugon sg behind ko kung indi. di bla hunny bunny!

id rather

i thought marie's going to do a blog about mariel and kiki but then she said she'd rather sleep...
i was wating for that marie....

and then i thought of what happen to my blog friend... how is my friend? hardcore duty again? oh well.. what can we do about it...

hay JC's at st. paul's hospital again confined... dang this asthma he has... and me yes argggg... hate this on and off sore throat i have and upper respiratory blah blah blah...

and then i had so much fun with road trip .. i called it road trip .. but we did went to suhot cave never entered ... its raining shiet! effin! we end up slumbering inside the tourism office the night through and then off to kalibo the next day.. and bora and then please refer to my multiply read my road trip blog ... for you to ow why effin shit ang kalibo trip.

and then on my way home... oh my... drawn by roxas ...but settled on i have to go back to iloilo..... so im back while others were left kay ma caving pa sila sa malay aklan mo... te luoy lang kami ya?... huhuhu next lang pictures sa multiply ko alng kay effin mand re...
hey friend how are you?.... hows life treating you?

hey harold i love you! wahahahaha!!!!
bf lapit na lng~!~~~~..... i heart you!

Harold

1. what is your reaction about erap’s executive clemency?
2. do you approve of same sex marriage? Why?
3. what is your stand about the use of contracptives?
4. what is global warming? What can you do about it?
5. does our economy doing good? How’d you say so?
6. as a student, what can you do to help our government in promoting tourism?
7. what can you say aboiut abortion being legalized here in the philippines?
8. what can you do to help and promote nature conservation?
9. tell me about ZTE scandal, and what is your reaction.

1. do you think being “interno” here in SPX could help your personality?
2. how can SPX be of help to your personal growth?
3. how do you see yourself in 10 years?
4. how do you practice your faith?
5. what does love means to you?
6. how do you define peace?
7. how can you be an instrument of love and peace?
8. what is your favorite daily prayer? Why?
9. how can you be a model SPX student?

in case you cannot download the file....

ang baby kag ang mga kaparian

this i have noticed when i arrived at the parish of the Our Lady of Mt. Carmel, to attend my friend's ordination to deacon LGA, so like i had the nerve of all nerve in staying high in my spirit to be there after the event as i know it really meant to him (call this a hallucination, becuz sometimes i am delusional har har har) but then i have to bleed my brain as my nose has been running out of blood to bleed... hmpf! so ilonggo dialect(my dialect) shall be used. for the purpose of being me.

tatlo ka oras, tindog lang ko, may mga yuhum ako sa akun nga guya, kag kadamu lang sang mga bagay-bagay kag hitabo ang ara sa akon nga ulo gatulobo, gin teksan ko si HF hambal ko sa iya kaguapo sa imo. kag na notis ko si RA nga kasabad sa iya sa ibabaw, tapos nagpangamuyo ako sa Dios natun nga ubayan guid sila permi sa ila nga panglakaton kag sa tanan nga ila nga paga atubangon, sila imo guid Ginoo ubayan, sa tanan nila nga desisyun kag sa ila mga aksyon ila guid sila paga habulan sg aton nga Iloy, Berhin Maria sang iya gabana-ag nga manto!

kay man pwerte ko guid sila ka palangga anu pa kun kaisa gina panumdum ko kung asta bla asan-o ining amun pag abyanay?... wala ako gapanumdum sg malain ukon sg kung anu man dira nga makaguba sang amun relasyun ah.. gusto ko lang mahibaluan, pero kay basi ga lingin ulo mo kung ngaa... despwes indi na pag padyuna.... ang pagbasa.

ay abaw pagkatapos sg pila ka semana nga obra ko sini nga blag! (as in kablag!) subong ko alng natapos.. man ngaa... kay kung diin pa ako nag libod libod... (oh di bla...capiz na yah!!!)

pero ibalik ko sa mga abyan ko ang estorya anay(sa dasun lang nga blag ang estorya parte sa libod ko sa capiz pkadto sa aklan asta boracay)
man sila ni nga duha guid una mo si RBA kag si HdAF te kilala ko na ni sila sg sila pa alng seminarista, ugaling kay gin buyo kami sg iban nga seminarista bla so medyo di kami close.. tapos ining si HdAF baw man kalouy lang ni sya libak sa akun sg una kay grabihun ni siya mag pulu pindot sg pyano, kag ang iya bla nga pagkanta may mga damil guid ya... so medyo da best guid sya.. idol ko siya dayun... tapos mahilig ini siya sa mga bag kag mga kyut ah.. kag daw ka perpek guid iya. hai. si RBA naman ya mahipos alng ni sya tapos ma utoy utoy kadlaw tapos always do what is right ini ang iya motto kag dapat happy guid ikaw.. hai... odbla... basta manami guid isla ya nga daw gin aswang ako nila anu pa kung gina abot gani ako sg kitikiti ko hai sa roxas ako gakapadpad... tapos nakilala ko ining si LGA... baw masadya man ni siya kay seminarista pa siya yah baw basta sila ya nga mga abyan matawag ko guid iya nga maga unong guid sa imo ... kag daku guid ya ang nabulig nila sa akon nga pagkatawo.

kag amu ini nga kun ngaa grabi guid ya ang akon nga pagpalangga sa ila... kag nahibaluan man ninyo nga kun ngaa... hihihihi...

kag ang akun lang kasubo kag kalipay nga gasalamo kung magsimba ako kag sila ara sa tanan sa altar. kabuangan korek naman si robert... miss ko namn sila.....

she is Mariel

advisory--- one of my so clear dreams... and mere product of my brain... to do the twist in my blog...of 112 posts... so this will be like a tribute to a Halloween spree!

named is Mariel
250.00 the price of mariel.
mariel was picked up.
mariel went to a nearby inn.
mariel was asked to dance.
mariel was asked to take off clothes.
mariel was asked to do everything.
mariel was asked to make something out of a human person.
mariel danced in front of 8 to 10 person, including the entitled one she dance.
mariel danced to the tune of "makes me wonder!"...
f--- wake up with a bloodshot eye... struggle to memorize... dang dang dang!... eeeehhhhhh!
mariel took off her panty... ooopsss.. i saw the works of her hair down under!
touching every inch of skin in her body that her hands can reach.... giving the look of like a slithering snake... bending over... and twisting her body... shaking her head... raising her arms...
and then she would stop in some time and nag about its not working... blah blah...
told her its your job... do it! do your job.. you are being paid to do it.
and then she goes dacing again...and then i felt a lump on my throat as i have degraded her.. arghh... even though she is s slut.. she still needs a little respect though... that job she chose is not a joke.. danicng there naked?.. no underwear on?.. and that like she is going to dance the night away and bang being hit back... holed! arghhhh... and then..
so she danced...in many movements like the one shown in one of the afternoon show on the other network.. not on my network!
tanginangbabae... shy to show her boobs but not her pubic hair that became public hair view!
so she danced.. trying to make her way to taking off boylets pants off...
yeah like she is playing... she took off boylet' shirt and here boylet again will wear it again... that goes on and on like three times... and then she was trying to make boylet hard...
i dunno if boylet did. but one thing i tell you.... putangina! i don't like the situation!...
mairel being touched down under by the other TI-boylet that maked me puked...
and yes boylet couldn't take the putahfuckingacts so he puked...
i too puked... the shitty thing is she was like just doing her job... what an odd job...
slut!... so goes on and on like an hour... and then she was being paid like 7hundred only.. arghh..
hell night she has... the clean fun idea that the others where telling us is not just so clean..
i know how clean fun works.... i am the master of that word! it was like unwashed undies.. and wear it again feeling.. yulk! or like not wasking your butt after disposing off the garbage inside your tummy out of your anus... pleght!shrkk!... yulk! yulk!!!
so like i have to shake me self to wake up! ( quips!)
a couple of booz.... a whole lotta snorking laughs!.. dancing all the way... and taking pictures...
that was a night a should call i was in Rue du Berne...
and that was mariel... perhaps seeking more of life's idiosyncrasies...
hopefully she never recognized who we are really...what really we do...
----> thats it for now... i have to be mindful.
ahh.. and now i have been like drawn by reading a series of paulo coelho's novel/books. self discovery and at the same time learning and understanding much of life's idiosyncrasies with all its unfathomable delusion of worldliness.. ... desires...

---> hay harold... i love you!!! (winks!) wahahaahah.......... this is so like real...

still

got this lyrics and song from over the hedge --- hammy the squirrel?... i gotta go we we we we...
and then i thought of i have to dedicate this song to my mum... as she is soo mad at me for now i think... so perhaps she could at least... (teary eyed...) i love you ...
Still (Reprise)

I must give the impression
that I have the answers for everything.
you were so disappointed
to see me unravel so easily.
It’s only change
only everything I know
even the things
that seem still are still changing.
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
mother misses her baby
but I only wanted to be me
she changed address and haircuts
and boyfriends and light bulbs it's easy
but it’s only change
only everything I know
even the things
that seem still are still changing
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
I stay focused on details
it keeps me from feeling the big things
but watch the microscope long enough
things that seem still are still changing
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
even the things that seem still are still changing
even the things that seem still are still
even the things that seem still are still changing
even the things that seem still are still changing
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da
La da la da la da da da da da la da la da da la da da da