fusion!

sari-saring katha ng aking isip

• was in a hurry as i hated the idea of getting in a situation where i dunno how to react or what to do...
• i never asked for your interrogation, i ask if you could do something about it. so i know you can't.. you fuckin' always can't.
• i told myself its unfair.. then it has to be sometimes... in that kind of issue.. it is.
• i could never be your woman. you could never be my man. but i know i can be me. and i can do much by being me. and that sufficed not having you around.
• you can never fill me - - my happiness does not depend on you. and so are yours.
• no one owns me but my father. and so my world revolves around my father. and my world revolves around for everyone.
• i may sometimes too glib... but then i know what the word limitations are.. and yes i know how to use them.... so please don't abuse me...
• i cannot call myself a diva for i know i am one. everyone is.
• erratic. i am sometimes. especially when caught in the middle of something i have to do and think fast!! - -
• proactive - - i am!
• bitch. i am.
• careless... i could be....
• astroed - - - always!

Talk to the mirror, oh, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table,
they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.

never looked better and you can't stand it?.... betcha don't!...
so put your pant on and get lost... forget not to button and zip up!
walk away....

in bed???

if this ain't true i dunno how am i gonna like it.. azzes!!!
jokers...
hay i miss harold , robert and lenj .. ey! thanks msgr. ben.. (quips!) am so touched being welcomed by the convent... hayyyy.. see you guys next week...
so here I am an arian... says that.....

ARIES - Irresistible,
Nice, Love, is one of a kind. Great listeners, Very Good in bed...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing.
VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

it feels like so me... so like i am sooo in love again... ---->astro!

ahhhhhyy.... segi go on with all the retreats in the world!... i love you guys..

astro thanks for being there always for me...

dot to dot.. mutah!

pati ba naman pintig ng puso ay pipigilan?...
san na kaya napupunta ang lahat ng mga sandaling
aking nakayanan na ikaw ay pagmadasdan lang?
ikaw ay akin, buong buo sa aking mga mata
pag aking pinagmamasdan.
ang iyong mga kamay
na di hamak ang aking kagustuhang'
iyo'y mayakap ni kahit minsan lamang..
mahirap, mahirap ang magmahal sa malayo na alam mo malapit sa iyo.
mahirap na tangapin na mayroon palang hangganan..
at sa pag gising
ang mga mumunting muta
na makukuha sa mata
ay dahil sa mumunting panaginip
na ika'y nasasaisip hangang sa pag idlip

di man alam ang lahat lahat na nangyari
eto alng masasabi ko...
palagi ka na lang sa isip ko
sa pagising ko
sa aking pagtanaw sa salamin
hanggang muta ka na nga lang ba?
na aking pinagtyatyagaan tuwing umaga?
hanggang sa paningin ka na nga lang ba?
na sa aking mga mata ikaw ay minsain naging akin...

kailan ba nawala ang muta sa aking mga mata>?

pati ba naman mata nasama.... wahahaha muta ka pla?

huggies

i got envious

i envy your clothes that clings to your body... becuz i can't
i envy your hands that touches every part of your body
and i envy your pockets that comforts your tired and
weary hands to keep the warmth comfort..
i envy your mirror to which you spend some time just to see yourself if you look okey
i envy the cigarette that touches your lips
i envy your pillow and your blanket they get to sleep with you often

and then i realized i could never be those... also i can never be yours and you can never be mine

and so i end up alone. tragic?. no.. coincedence?..no. faith?.. perhaps... life... its hits you smack!
still im kep on dreaming of my astro... i still can't gt over him. due to the fact that i don't want to let go of him, so that answer the question... yes i am so into him. but then limitations are there to be a limit. hay naku astro... i loove you! oyst! see you sooon!!!! can't wait to get me arms to hugs you!

communication

com·mu·ni·ca·tion [kə myni káysh'n]

(plural com·mu·ni·ca·tions)

noun

exchange of information: the exchange of information between people, e.g. by means of speaking, writing, or using a common system of signs or behavior

Microsoft® Encarta® 2007. © 1993-2006 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

letter, telegrams, telephones, cellphones,texts, emails, chat, sms, video chat/conferencing---> what are these for if we cannot reach out to others and communicate well? what is really in between?

why is it hard for us to communicate.... this erases the value of having such high tech gadgets and still we cannot communicate well are we just being indifferent?

or we are just too occupied by our own selfishness?..

>>>>i have to re think and re evaluate thoughts about these as it bothers me too.... (quips!)

i love you astro!!! i misses you much! (winks!)

splitz... splatzs... rants over rats...

there goes my brain... as it again fizzles with how one describes the other...
and how i love looking at the one on how the one describes the other one...
rants.... deep within...
chemically corrupted hair airhead bitch spinner bald perhaps primadona nga lintian nga ambot
i wanna blow up her airness typical s. hag gold and glitters bangles, anklets, necklaces, earrings & rings... all with s.. are you selling those? fashion no..no..no..no! she doesn't have pearls she doesn't have diamonds thought she was air majesty? its freakin' me out! idiot.... moron.... makapangkulam nga nami sya guramuson chaka pa iya hayu malangsa... kilikili malangsa
angsud? WTF! TIMGK! angsudon? what happen to queen latifah? she's goin down! together with the hitad! the story is like a virus... she is indeed a walking R. Florete....

and then i should take the call...

its not wealth I'm after but the person on how he goes about life and what entails to the latter.. i don't need such wealth in order for me to gain praises of others.... too shallow...
i am being loved becuz i know i am lovable... if your thinking the other way then its not my problem.. i have friends who are there when i'm down in the manhole and out.. not becuz i have wealth to give them but becuz they are there just becuz..
there are no reasons in loving..

end! nuf! i said!

i miss my astro so much!!. i love you!

"Spider Pig, Spider Pig
Does whatever a Spider Pig Does
Can he swing, from a web,
No he can’t, he’s a pig
Look out, he is a Spider Pig! "

this si sooo cool.... from the simpsons...

check it out... its like ,....... its my song....

spider pig! spider pig...

i saw you

not far but in a distant
and yes i thought of you were at my back
and then its like i saw you outside
or maybe i was just dreaming
or maybe i was just too overwhelmed of your existence

yes i think i saw you...
i was on the other side and you were on the other side
was looking for some nice to read during lazy days
you we're reading.. perhaps trying to finish the book...
and then ... swoon....

im taking pains.... i got depressed with the idea of
NOT HAVING THE BOOK I WANTED TO HAVE...
ITS NOT FREAKIN' AVAILABLE..

bisan pa kita ko si chuba choo choo
it di not made me feel good...
i envy him like he finsihed the book kaya???

i dunno only jason mraz knows...

i love still my astro....

the song... the sleep

yey! check this out the song.. the someone i can't have lyrics done by me and music sheets are from harold.. ezes!

here is like soo sleepy time too tired to wake up like in mid day.. too exhausted
thinkin' of my astro -- taking me away.. far away... still he is like someone i can't have... hehehehe... love 'em much!